Monday, December 21, 2009

Find yourself

Out with the Old, In with the New =)




I’m fine without you now
I don’t need you here
I’m fine without you now
Can you disappear



XOXO

Monday, December 14, 2009

The Ugly Truth

''A broken up couple , could never be friends. If they are it's because they're still in love.. or never were in love to begin with''
As much as i would hate to admit this.
Its really true.
Came across this quote on boardofwisdom.
Anyways, the Bitch is back =P aka my bitchy brother from another mother!
Alrite. things this time is so much different. I guess the 4 of us has got to get use to it.
Well,it was Library last Saturday night.
Everyone was there. My bunch of friends whom we used to call ourselves ''Happy Family Gang'' (nickname thanks to my lovely sis)
Apparently, we're not so happy anymore la. (from the way things turned out). LOL.
Anyways, andy's friends was there also. So basically both parties came together to welcome Ian back home.
Was really nice =) weird though. everything & everyone that revolves around the both of ''us'' is so working out.
While ''we'' never will.
Dont be mistaken though,yes its a waste.
But so what? life goes on.
So im glad that i managed to face the reality of it that night.
Kinda pissed of at ''you'' though.
Lately, you seem to not be yourself anymore.
Where's that person i once fell in love with ?
I hope you start coming to your senses before its too late.
And dont expect to drag my brother into your shit hole cause thats NOT happening. he doesnt want it he told me btw =P
Currently at the office. Farking exhausted.
seriously, FML.
Been at Midvalley since like 9am to do the settings & its already gonna be 7pm. FYI, i just got back.
This job is really hectic. its pushing your stress level till it reaches its limit.
but its all GOOD =) cause i love being busy all the time.
Rather than to sit at home & wait for a job to come to me. like no way.
Back to work for now!
XOXO
p/s- cb matthew lim just got back from ZoukOut S'pore. OMFG -__- can tell me its god like somemore! FML FML FML! meeting him up laterz.
toodles

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Im so much better without you

Its Alright Its Okay =)


You told me
there's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry


Specially for you asshole =)

XOXO

Monday, December 7, 2009

Look what you've done

We may be done with the past, but that doesn't mean the past is done with us

So hows my week been?
Fucked up.
But But. It ended up quite good in the end =)
thanks for the show YOU put on the other night.
Now it makes it easier for me to let go.
You stabbed a knife so deeply into my heart.
But its okay. I dont blame you.
cause i know i deserved it anyway.
Karma is a BITCH huh.
But it only opened new doors for me. So yeah im moving on now.
This will be the last.
Anyways, pictures here are in reverse order. I know i sucked at organizing.
Friday night was Library with Terrence & Calvin.
Bumped into some familiar faces ( i wished i dont have to anymore)
Then Saturday was Phuture with my old pals =)
Sucked big time. i dont have the mood to club anymore.
no regrets going though. cause i got to face the REALITY.
and also got to know a couple of new friends ;)
Then headed back to B's place where we have been staying quite often lately.
i love all our heart to heart talks with the love ones.
Thanks for making it easier guys.
Sunday was more of a chillaxing day for me. Slept in the whole day with the rest.
we were zombies man.
then headed for Dinner with KH @ TGI Fridays. great talking to u =)
Then, Library with his bunch. Didnt snap much pictures tho =P




















When one door closest. The other opens =)
Starting to love my life already.
XOXO

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

One of the saddest things in life is loving someone who used to love you.

First loves...that’s exactly what they are...those are the ones that introduced you to everything, made you love them, loved you back, and also broke your heart. But no matter how hurt you are, you’ll always love them. Always...they’ll stay with you forever. And not only will you not notice it, but deep down you will compare every other guy to him. And none of them will live up...because he was your first love. Then after months of letting go...when you finally think you are okay with letting him go, he’ll call...or you'll hear "your" song...or you’ll see his car at a place that was important to you...or see a movie...or something that reminds you of how much he meant you and how much you really loved him and realize you’re not completely over him and never will be.




XOXO