I am a Lover not a Fighter. I will Fight for what i Love.

Moving on isn't hard, it's what u leave behind that makes it so difficult..

2010-11-30T17:55:00.000-08:00

Je t'aime, Je t'adore

Wish I Could Freeze,
You and Me
In this Moment in Time

when Lucifer meets Lilith
Today I caught myself smiling for no reason... then I realized I was thinking about you

When you came, you were like red wine and honey, the taste of you burnt my mouth with its SWEETNESS

Im lucky to be in Love with my Best Friend, BabyJ.

From now on, Its Us againts the World baby

They Laughed At Me And Asked What Is It That I See In Him?
I Smiled Back And Said,
"Everything You Don't"

I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find my Wings
But you came along
And You Changed Everything

Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one

Meeting you was Fate, becoming your Friend was a choice, but Falling in Love with YOU was beyond my control

Maybe I'm Addicted
I'm out of control
But you're the Drug
That keeps me from dying

We come to love not by finding a Perfect person, but by learning to see an Imperfect person PERFECTLY

''Love isn't always perfect. It isn't a fairytale or a storybook. And it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on & never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, & impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all, Love is realizing that every hour, every minute, & every second was worth it because you did it together. ''

XOXO

Almost Lover

2010-05-27T10:46:00.000-07:00

after all this time
i still get nervous when we talk
i still get butterflies whenever they say your name
i still feel like crying when i hear "our" song
and after all this time i still believe we were meant to be..<3

xoxo

If we ever meet again

2010-03-28T12:34:00.000-07:00

im back from sunny side Redang =)
Too tired to blog.
Nites peps!

Back on track

2010-03-24T11:41:00.000-07:00

Yeap. Neglected my blog for about a month or so i think? Anyways, currently busy working with Fly.FM =) as a myvi troopers. Am thinking of getting a full time job instead. But until then i shall stick with fly. and who knoes, perhaps its a good stepping stone ( as everyone keep telling me). Oh. and Graham's back. yeap our crazy friend we call ''Sei Guai Lou''. Have been heading up to Genting the last couple of days. baby & me got really influnced by his plans to get rich or die trying =) haha. funny one. Will be heading to Redang Island tommoror with the crazy bunch =) this time we are bringing lots of Booze. Yeap unlike my trip there last year ( when i dropped my camera & it broked on the 1st night of our stay). Im gonna take lotsa pictures this time around =) OOh and baby is getting me a tattoo for my bday! I really changed alot i guess. The way i view things in life. How i learn to appreciate what i have NOW & to never take things for granted. I guess i can say Lesson learnt =)

Sometimes the one person, whom we think, we're not inclined to love with, are usually the ones we end up loving.., something that would let us learn that LOVE knows no boundaries..=)

XOXO

I still

2010-02-28T11:48:00.000-08:00

It's just one of those days when everything is completely wrong, and yet you don't even know why you're so depressed. And it's one of those days when you wish that everyone would just leave you alone and go away. Yeah, it's one of those days when all you need is to be left alone. Yet, at the same time you wish someone out there would care. Im not angry with you anymore baby. Im just really hurt at what you said to me earlier. And i know you didnt mean any single word of it. I know you're sorry too. I hate this feeling that im getting. I hate the fact that you are making me tear away now. I hate it that i've let you in. yes. I really do Love you baby. You never fail to make me Smile every single day. You're my Best Friend, my Partner in every Crime, most importantly..My boyfriend. And i dont understand how you managed to make me Myself again. I dont think about him anymore. I laugh everytime i see pictures of him holding another. Somehow i moved on. Thanks to you baby. And yes,im still crying for the fact that you made me cry!

Everything but You

2010-02-28T07:35:00.001-08:00

Everything Happens. For A Reason.
People Change So That
　　　You Can Learn To Let Go,
　& Things Go Wrong So That You
Appreciate Them When They're Right,
　You Believe Lies So You Eventually
　Learn to trust No one But Yourself,
　　And Sometimes Good things Fall Apart
　So Better Things Can Fall Together..♥

I am the author of my life. Unfortunately I'm writing in pen and I can't erase my mistakes...

2010-02-19T09:06:00.000-08:00

Would you know my name if I saw you in Heavan...

Today, I've learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life. And I swear i will Never do that same Mistake you did. Today, i stood by her side to see It for the first time. This innocent baby angel appeared in the screen right before our eyes. And in that instant i felt so very close to it. I felt a Part of it. The both of us broke down & cried realizing the pain this innocent baby angel will have to bear. Young men these days conveniently ''enjoys'' their short 10secs ''inside'' without even thinking of the consequences & the love ones they will hurt along the way. The two hardest things to say in life are *hello for the first time and goodbye for the last * BUT how can I say goodbye when i didnt even get the chance to say Hello? It breaks my heart into pieces everytime I look at ''your'' Unborn picture. Being so near you yet knowing that I will never be able to touch or feel you. I pray hard that you will forgive ''them'' for the Mistake they made which destroyed all your could have been.

There are things we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without, but have to let go.

In the Arms of an Angel, Fly away from Here. You are pulled from the wreckage of your Silent reverie. You're in the Arms of an Angel, May you find some comfort there.

until we meet again

2010-02-05T12:25:00.001-08:00

The beginning of a New Chapter

Alrite. i know i have been nglecting my blog for a while now.

But thats only because i was a lil too busy with all our activities going on thanks to my babyBro's return =) he got to finally extend his trip here & stay for nearly 2 months this time!

We had so many funny good old times with the huge bunch =)

Anyways, now that his back in Hell aka Perth(thats what he calls it).

Im finally free and ready to upload pictures of like a month ago.

oops i guess not everybody loves your Bear =)

Chilling @ Sheng's place

Headed down to AC to continue our drinking session after Club9

The cact faggots =P hahahaha

Cheers to a new beinning =)

Hann lun let us ride his ''Nabe''

Our new found friend aka Dharma

Wow. the Red stands out!

Lun is leaving back to Melb soon too =(

@ my babyBro's Farewell dinner. I call this The Last Supper ='(

Lun>Ian>Ana>Xtine

Ladies @ Ian's Farewell

Ian's Farewell @ Envie,Changkat.

This is also one of the Main reason why we love Envie so much. The dance floor is trippy!

ooo. and i also love the colour theme there =)

Us with our old bunch. Missing our good old times badly. nothing is ever better than those moments we had together in 2009 =)

My bro wanna tumpang glamour pulak. lol.

catching up wit the bunch @ Momo's 20th Birthday =)

Momo Darling's 20th Birthday @ Cloth & Clef =) 2 thumbs up to her special Boyfriend for making it her Best bday ever! lotsa love love love!

Have been hanging so much in Zouk that we even bump into these 2 pretty ladies twice!

Yeap. Did my hair too =) im loving the new colour

My dear old friend Jason Loo is back from Aussie =) finally did some catching up. im proud of u dear

And Yesh like FINALLY babe. Finally we got to meet up & update each other with our life =) u know i love u XOXO

Hanging out with the bunch @ Pavillion

Envie Again. this time with mr Mario

Like brother like sisters. i appreciate the relationship we share bro..u know i have your back no matter what =)

Then. we finally got to chill @ Sultan. and it was seriously the Bomb. but not my kinda place though. my Sisty Cherry Berry tagged along this time =)

With the bunch @ Sultan Lounge

We also went to this Free Flow event @ Envie. Thats where my brother met Ivy. Ivy @ Envie. hahahaha how ironically funny that that rhymes!

Joined my darling Ashley @ Spin. then we headed down to Bambo9

Ladies <3> Finally got to partayy with my darling Jessica. how i miss our Bangkok moments. we never fail to talk abt it everytime we meet right love

Ganjaguru is <3> The night Ian went psycho over ganjaguru. LOL

Another 4P night @ Zouk. this time only the 4 of us =)

So i just got back from Werners. And honestly its the bomb. I absolutely love the music & the place there.

Hann lun's leaving in 2 days time. So tmr night we are heading down to Rootz for his Farewell.

How sad. everyone left.

Baby BongSter & me are counting down the days to March. Sei Guai Lou coming back! and this time Ian's gonna try to come back also. Fingers crossed bro ;)

XOXO

I think of you & everythings okay..

2010-01-14T21:43:00.000-08:00

everyone wants to change their past, but there is a reason that everything happened. it could have brought you closer to someone, or made you realize things. we need to concentrate on what we have now, & be thankful for it. NO what ifs, or i should have done this or that, we cant change it. the past brought you to the present & the present will bring you to the future, so make it the best that you can.

p/s-I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been.

TwentyTen.

2010-01-04T19:34:00.001-08:00

Goodbye 2009. Toast to 2010!

Highlights of the Last Moments in '09 =)

So Please. Let me be free from you. Please. i can Face the truth.

@ Darling Ashley yeow's 19th b'day. the guys came & join me there.

Taurus with tongue piercings! lol

The 3 important guys who brought laughter into the end of my worse year by far =) love u'll loads!

Mr Graham Chin aka Guai lou(we call him)

Momotalo. Japanese is <3

That day was marked as the end of World War 3 for em =P

Sirloin my fav =)

Burn baby burn

Then it was movie night @ my place =) parents were away to Bali & Jakarta for 10days!

we paid our First visit to Rootz club. it was average tho. too jam packed -__-

Mr Derrick Tan. My fellow AVB fan also =)

Dont tell mummy whats been happening to their lovely home when they went away =)

My favourite babyBro & Sis.

Yeap the kitchen became our famous hangout spot for days!

This time around. we did everything Different. which was good for a change =) Instead of doing the usual shit in the house, everyone started playing Poker! (at least its better than that right?)

You know you always have my support bro ;)

Did some catching up with my close friend don =)

Had really good Japanese food @ Uptown. reasonable price too

jason Voon aka Tiger turns 19 years old! had dinner @ Tropicana Golf Club aka his 2nd home =) Toast to the future M'sian Tiger Woods. All the best in your new beginning boy ;)

X'mas Day was spent @ Gio's place for BBQ. My notty sister kept showing off her new couple ring. Ish. I used to have one but now its gone. oh well.

Groupie shot @ Bambo9. We totally brought the house down that night weii =P good job guys!

Say NO to ********. Pastor Ian says =P lol

Good times are never forgotten. They are well kept in my memory forever =)

Uncle Hen Hen =P

First day of 2010 & i've got roses all the way from Camerons! thanks to that very special person. somehow u will always be in my heart. U're the bestest friend i ever had! lup u loads boy!

oh my GOSH! yeap a new Club @ heritage. Toast to a great night with my girlfriends =)

Backstreets Back! hehe

This people are my life. They were my friends who became Family to me the past whole month =) let me introduce our new nicknames. all with different meaning behind it.
Gio haur is BongSter
Silas is JamSter
Christal is HamSter
Ian is the Priest/Pastor Ian
Eu Shen is the Joker
and im Queen C =) haha somehow i dont know why they named me the queen pulak.(maybe its bcoz im bossy?)

My favourite Genting shot!

Ashley's birthday Dress code was for us girls to all use Maxi Dress. New Years eve this year was different with a lil bit taste to it bcoz it was my darling's birthday =) so we were celebrating 2 events in one day!

I spent Xmas eve with Gio Haur,his bro & their close friends. While Derrick & Edgar came to join the fun there. Honestly, i didnt expect the night to turn so so good. it was a million times better than what i expected. Who says you need a boyfriend to spend Xmas or New Years or even your b'day with right?

highlights of 2009?
Well, i had a couple of jobs but somehow i screwed things up & am still bumming around at the moment.
Places i visited? Bangkok with my most important gf. We shopped till we dropped till i had food poisoning & she took care of me throughout our whole trip =) i miss u love. although we hardly get to meet. always know you are the closest in my heart & i have your back always! ;)
Redang trip with the EX,Xtine & Kiff's family. it was nice but sadly i broked my life aka my camera on my 1st night there! yeap. sucky. i didnt quite fancy the island tho. too commercialised.
S'pore trip with Xtine,her other half,Bobo & her other half. Well, for me this trip was quite good.(if we were to minus the arguements & fights we had every single day throughout the whole trip!)
I patched things up with uncle andy while in singapore. good? i dont know =)
Then Raya trip @ Penang. And this i trip i have to say was the Best of the BEST we had by far. no fights. all laughters. crazy fun us 3 couples we had there. missing the times.
Biggest highlights? WE broked up. end of story. yeap. 4 years of being together everyday somehow ended because of me. i dont blame u. i know we will never be US again. so im wishing u all the best this year & i hope u have a better life without me.
As for me? Im slowly beginning to see the better part in life. spending it with a different circle of friends whom i can finally say are my Real friends.
My new years resolution?
1. get my life back on track. get a job!
2. MOVE on ( as in really move on without having to think of you at all)
3. cut all ties with the people i once called friends or even good friends. i dont want anything to do with my past anymore.
4. to live a happy single life(at the moment)

I believe this is going to be a much better year for me =)
Thanks for the memories. but im creating better ones this year!
Cheers to a NEW Beginning!

XOXO

Find yourself

2009-12-21T06:55:00.000-08:00

Out with the Old, In with the New =)

I’m fine without you now
I don’t need you here
I’m fine without you now
Can you disappear

XOXO

The Ugly Truth

2009-12-14T02:34:00.000-08:00

''A broken up couple , could never be friends. If they are it's because they're still in love.. or never were in love to begin with''

As much as i would hate to admit this.

Its really true.

Came across this quote on boardofwisdom.

Anyways, the Bitch is back =P aka my bitchy brother from another mother!

Alrite. things this time is so much different. I guess the 4 of us has got to get use to it.

Well,it was Library last Saturday night.

Everyone was there. My bunch of friends whom we used to call ourselves ''Happy Family Gang'' (nickname thanks to my lovely sis)

Apparently, we're not so happy anymore la. (from the way things turned out). LOL.

Anyways, andy's friends was there also. So basically both parties came together to welcome Ian back home.

Was really nice =) weird though. everything & everyone that revolves around the both of ''us'' is so working out.

While ''we'' never will.

Dont be mistaken though,yes its a waste.

But so what? life goes on.

So im glad that i managed to face the reality of it that night.

Kinda pissed of at ''you'' though.

Lately, you seem to not be yourself anymore.

Where's that person i once fell in love with ?

I hope you start coming to your senses before its too late.

And dont expect to drag my brother into your shit hole cause thats NOT happening. he doesnt want it he told me btw =P

Currently at the office. Farking exhausted.

seriously, FML.

Been at Midvalley since like 9am to do the settings & its already gonna be 7pm. FYI, i just got back.

This job is really hectic. its pushing your stress level till it reaches its limit.

but its all GOOD =) cause i love being busy all the time.

Rather than to sit at home & wait for a job to come to me. like no way.

Back to work for now!

XOXO

p/s- cb matthew lim just got back from ZoukOut S'pore. OMFG -__- can tell me its god like somemore! FML FML FML! meeting him up laterz.

toodles

Im so much better without you

2009-12-08T01:45:00.000-08:00

Its Alright Its Okay =)

You told me
there's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Specially for you asshole =)

XOXO

Look what you've done

2009-12-07T03:15:00.001-08:00

We may be done with the past, but that doesn't mean the past is done with us

So hows my week been?

Fucked up.

But But. It ended up quite good in the end =)

thanks for the show YOU put on the other night.

Now it makes it easier for me to let go.

You stabbed a knife so deeply into my heart.

But its okay. I dont blame you.

cause i know i deserved it anyway.

Karma is a BITCH huh.

But it only opened new doors for me. So yeah im moving on now.

This will be the last.

Anyways, pictures here are in reverse order. I know i sucked at organizing.

Friday night was Library with Terrence & Calvin.

Bumped into some familiar faces ( i wished i dont have to anymore)

Then Saturday was Phuture with my old pals =)

Sucked big time. i dont have the mood to club anymore.

no regrets going though. cause i got to face the REALITY.

and also got to know a couple of new friends ;)

Then headed back to B's place where we have been staying quite often lately.

i love all our heart to heart talks with the love ones.

Thanks for making it easier guys.

Sunday was more of a chillaxing day for me. Slept in the whole day with the rest.

we were zombies man.

then headed for Dinner with KH @ TGI Fridays. great talking to u =)

Then, Library with his bunch. Didnt snap much pictures tho =P

When one door closest. The other opens =)

Starting to love my life already.

XOXO

One of the saddest things in life is loving someone who used to love you.

2009-12-02T11:35:00.000-08:00

First loves...that’s exactly what they are...those are the ones that introduced you to everything, made you love them, loved you back, and also broke your heart. But no matter how hurt you are, you’ll always love them. Always...they’ll stay with you forever. And not only will you not notice it, but deep down you will compare every other guy to him. And none of them will live up...because he was your first love. Then after months of letting go...when you finally think you are okay with letting him go, he’ll call...or you'll hear "your" song...or you’ll see his car at a place that was important to you...or see a movie...or something that reminds you of how much he meant you and how much you really loved him and realize you’re not completely over him and never will be.

XOXO

Coming undone

2009-11-29T08:32:00.000-08:00

The difference between Promises & Memories?
We break Promises. But. Memories break us.
I miss you.

Maybe its true.
That i Cant live without you.

XOXO

Have i found you

2009-11-24T10:40:00.000-08:00

Need you now

What happen to that girl? I miss you so.

XOXO

Made of Love

2009-11-22T02:15:00.000-08:00

David's Costume B'day Bash

Where's my technics? =P

Birthday boy giving a really good service

Calven>Jascel>Yee Ling>Christiana

Miss wannabe Police Women.

Bang Bang

Faggots club. Hahahaha.

Firemen..?

Belly Dancers

My secret lover. Hahaha.

The amount of alcohol & beers. There was even more loaded in the in the fridge! -_-

Eat this. bitch.

Yee Ling

i want MILK!

WTF. A realli cool new way to cut your birthday cake. Haha.

Anyways, it was held @ Crowne Regency Hotel.
We then walked down to Passion. Freaking hilarious when everyone in the club was staring thinking who's these crazy bastards. LOL.
Bumped into Ricky,Matthew & Brian. The music was awesome btw.
Damn. i dont even have the passion to blog about the clubbing scene these days. Whats up with me?
Am i really getting old?

XOXO

If only you knew..

2009-11-20T12:00:00.001-08:00

When i look back at things i've done
I look upon some things i've done wrong
When i look upon my wrong doings
I see i've made mistakes
And when i look at those mistakes
I know that its time to move on

XOXO

It just dont feel like Christmas without you...

2009-11-17T09:02:00.001-08:00

Russian Roulette

Bitchy Office Lady Wannabe =P Hehe

Take a Breath, Take it Deep.

And im terrified,but im NOT leaving.

Introducing Miss Stephy Soh

Its been awhile babe =)

My Partner in practically every crime made =P

My darling Ash. Heart u loads darling =)

Hoegarden is LOVE

Another Happy Hour day with the guys

Introducing Mr Gio Haur

Matthew aka Our BFF

This is LOVE

Yummy Japanese Food after Library

Bumped into my Old drinking kakis

Never compare yourself with her, her or her. Compare yourself with the old YOU & how much of a better person that YOU are now.

I do it because i can, I can because I want to, I do it because its all for you

My lil rascal sister who pierced her freaking eye-brow all because of a dare. LOL.

Momo Darling. Fingers crossed honeyy! <3

Chilling @ Matt's paradise with the guys

Matthew's signature pose =P LOL

At some point, your life will flash before your eyes. Make it worth watching.

I know that i MUST pass this Test.

I miss you.
Tommoror please come faster. Finally get to see you love.
XOXO

Meeting you was Fate.

2009-11-10T21:42:00.000-08:00

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine,

You touched my hand,

And I knew that this was gonna be our time.

I don't ever wanna lose this feeling,

I don't wanna spend a moment apart.

Cos you bring out the best in me, like no one else can do

That's why I'm by your side,

and that's why I love you .

Well, i've been Working.

Exercising alot. (compared to last time which i NEVER EVER)

Sleeping at regular hours.

I guess i can say that im really Healthy again =)

Just living my life with those who are worth living with.

The past is just the past. i will NEVER let it come back to haunt me again.

because Im a changed person.

Im glad i found u in my life & you found me in ur's love.

I love who i am whenever im with you.

You made me find myself again dear. Im so lucky to have you.

Its amazing how someone walks into your life & you feel like you've known that person for a million years.

Sometimes Love comes around. Just get back up when it knock you down.

If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...

XOXO

2009-11-08T02:22:00.000-08:00

You found me...

somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights, and all our jokes, i fell in love ♥

I guess its official.
XOXO

What makes you different , makes you beautiful

2009-11-03T11:34:00.000-08:00

Flighless Bird

Mr Vain going to work =P

Miss NOT so Vain =P

Pictures up soon!
XOXO

L.O.V.E

2009-11-02T17:33:00.000-08:00

Love isn't finding someone you can live with, it's about finding someone you can't live without .

I guess sometimes LOVE comes around =)

XOXO

Im Falling =)

2009-10-31T16:11:00.000-07:00

Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's
called falling in love, because you don't force
yourself to fall, you just fall

XOXO

1,2,3,4...

2009-10-29T20:24:00.001-07:00

When I look deep in to your eyes,
To get close to you, I'll have to found a guise
In you, I see thee, Strenght I need,
to move on. My heart I would ceed,

Deep inside this beautifulness,
I see happiness, and softness,
A personality I would learn from,
To talk, foundation, it will become,

Caressin' your face,
Kissing, celebrate our embrace,
With me you wouldn't be played,
This push you away, I'm afraid,

Night after night,
I ask myself why don't I dare,
Time after time we could share,
The choice of path we'll make,
Due to our bosoms being at stake,

Your arms would be mine,
Your lips would be mine
My hearts would be in your hand,
Our soul would be in command,

I can't wait for us to meet,
Can't wait for us to be complete,
Inside you, I feel an intense blast,
But to unleash it, how long will it last?

You unaware of who I'm deep inside,
My personality, is unkown worldwide,
Hidden in my spirit, to you it will be reveal,
I hope to you, it might appeal,

Since I saw you,
Only one thing I wish to do,
Cause my temperature is droppin',
While my love is bloomin',

Now, hidden in the dark,
Wondering, thinking in a park,
How to come and stand out,
To make our hands reach out.

The Library tonight! ;)

XOXO

Castles in the Sky =)

2009-10-29T03:01:00.000-07:00

Highlights of my week =)

DT is like Fuck you, do not snap my photo! lol =) anyways, thanks for making me smile again.

My favourite shot fr my favourite photographer ;)

For me to know & for you to find out <3

met up wit mr Bryan Chan

Thats Gio Haur,Pak Ken & King =)

My darling momo! I was like :'' OMG i FOOKED! ( the moment i bump into her unexpectedly) But still im glad we got to meet up! HEHE

Superb lightings. thumbs up.

Mr Sam Chee who so randomly called to ask if im heading to Genting also. Lol.

My silly sister & me

The usual four

The dudes

Friday @ Zouk

So Miss Ana Banana finally came out to play again on this one fine day. It was gooood =) no regrets. although there were some comlications abt the entrance at first. not gonna talk about it..ish. but im sure some of my darlings know who im talking abt =P

Natalie honey& Momo Darling. its been a while babe! Remember our convo yeah ;) im happy for whatever you decide on ;)

Four fingered Marcus ;)

My partner in crime =)

2 in Passion

DT & me decided to head to Passion on this fine Friday night. Lol. I swear its my first time dressing so darn casual to a club!

Evrything is okay in the End, if its not okay then its not The End =)

Going out for movie with King & the rest sooon. Gonna watch The Time Travellers Wife!
Seriously i had no idea that some guys dig this kinda movie too =) cant wait!
XOXO

Our eyes were placed infront for a reason +)

2009-10-23T22:13:00.001-07:00

Alrite. Im still alive.

Im feeling alot better these days. Finally overcomed my loneliness which im so not used to it.

Headed to Zouk wit momo darling the other day. Join Eu Shen & the rest. Funny bunch i would say =)

Will be heading up to Genting for Speedzone tonight =) See you there peeps!

Now im left to Forget about US..

2009-10-14T23:33:00.000-07:00

Christiana's Back! =)
From now on its NO longer ANDIANA by the way =P just in case you dont know yet =)
Anyways, i had 3 weeks of really really sad & bad times. those were probally my most down times ever.
Still, i wanna thank those who have helped me recover from a huge break up..
And now i can officially say i have finally Move On with my life.
Infact i sleep with a smile on my face every single night these days =0 thats how happy i am now.
And i wish ''YOU'' all the best & Happy too.
Hope that you will find someone who really deserves you dear.
Pictures of the weeks =) by the way i have yet to step into a club for 3 freaking weeks. Unbelievable! i dont have the mood to start clubbing. not yet at least =)
As for now, here are the pictures from 3 weeks ago til just last9 ;)

Genting Highlands

Greenbox

Genting..AGAIN!

Matthew's Home aka currently Our 2nd Home <3

Solaris>Don's

Crystal Crowne

Don's =)

Dinner@Rendevous

4D3N @ our 2nd Home <3

Simone

Greenbox....AGAIN!

Genting...AGAIN!AGAIN! <3

I found a way back into life again =)
XOXO

Goodbye my Lover...

2009-09-29T04:50:00.000-07:00

It's only after someone is gone do you realize how much you miss them...

Im currently @ Matthew's place here in Kota Kemuning and its absolutely gorgeous. Breathtaking =) Trying to relax..trying to think..im so confused.

I wanna dissapear for awhile..

i dont know..

Trying to STOP crying my heart out

XOXO

Nobody is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make you cry.

2009-09-06T12:28:00.000-07:00

To the world you may be but one, but to one you might be the world

The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in

''LOVE'' is giving someone the power to destroy you, but Trusting them not to =)

HAPPY 4 Years Anniversary BabyDear!
You're my one & only. Always have,Always will.
No one will ever bring us down =)

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control

XOXO

Should I or Should i not?

2009-08-31T15:35:00.000-07:00

Have you ever met someone,
saw someone and know they would be part of your life?
Have you ever found the person you had been looking for and walked away believing it was mere luck?
Have you ever wondered what's better,
having a perfect moment and leaving before it ruins or having it and staying even if it means the memory will shatter to pieces?

XOXO

You Belong with Me =)

2009-08-31T02:05:00.001-07:00

Friday@ Phuture

You reminded me alot like HIM the moment our eyes met =)

This lady here was the one who forced me out that night, & im realli glad i came out too =) thanks sis! Hehehehe

Allen & John

Mr Cash. Sorry we couldnt join you @ Kuantan that day though. Woked up a lil too late =P

Mr Jason Eng

Bump into Angel out of nowhere. Its so nice seeing you again darling!

Edwin>Xtine>Xtiana>Allen. Its a small world after all =)

Mr Thomas. This fella is here like every Friday!

Peng Loon fr SMK Kepong. Lol.

Yukiko aka my Sisty's cousin =)

Jack & the ladies

Miss Kimberly

yeap we went down to meet mr Han

Mavice our dear old party kaki

I seriously dont know how to spell his name until now. Lol. Anyways, his just back from HK

Credits to Edwin for bringing the underage in. Lol.

I have absolutely no regrets going that night. After all, itf it wasnt for my pet brother's ffk us i wouldnt get to know you rite ? hehe =) imma happy girl at the moment.

XOXO

Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it

2009-08-27T14:33:00.000-07:00

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
Being being my guy is an impossible wish also.
So i guess this says it all huh.

XOXO

You are not Alone

2009-08-24T23:40:00.000-07:00

Lots of things to update. So lil time.
Anyways, the past few days have been heading to Sanctuary with my ladies ;)
And after Sanctuary v headed to Zach's Home session. Then after that straight of to Genting.
Gosh i knoe. I K.O-ed gao gao tht night once we reach home.
I wasnt very happy at Genting though, it brought back lolsa old memories =(
AnywAYS, will be heading there again ver soon hopefullyyy & this time im sure its gonna be fun =)
Am heading for dirnk with my ladies now, then off to ss2 for drink with em guys.
Yes. I will be having a HUGE decision to make later on. Aihh. I dunno lotsa shit been goin on.
Anyways, las9 i was at The Library with someone whu used to be special to me =)
Well, im just so happy to finally get to see you jz like old times =)
I wish u & ur lady good happiness ahead ;)
AND i just received news fr a close close friend of mine!!!
She is getting married!! omgggggg i cant waitt =)
XOXO

Heart

2009-08-13T21:19:00.000-07:00

Heart, I know I’ve been hard on you
I’m sorry for the things I’ve put you through
Before you start to break on me or ask for sympathy
I need to make you see

Oh, heart, I’m not sure it’s been long enough
To say that what I feel is really love
There’s just one way to learn, sometimes we’ll get hurt
And right now it’s our turn

Give it time, help me through
Heart, we can do this together
You’re my strength, you’re my soul
I need you now more than ever

Heart, all the hurt will soon be gone
If you’ll, if you’ll just keep on being strong
You will always be my friend, so keep on hangin' in
And we’ll find love again

Give it time (Give it time), help me through (Help me through)
Heart, we can do this together
You’re my strength (You’re my strength), you’re my soul
I need you now more than ever

Heart, I know I’ve been hard on you
I’m sorry for the things I put you through
Please don’t you break on me, I need to make you see
It wasn’t meant to be

‘Cause you will always be my friend, so keep on hangin' in
And we’ll find love again

XOXO

Can U Dig It ? =P

2009-08-08T04:02:00.000-07:00

To Dig or Not Dig-It-All?

Hmm. Still thinking.
Zach,Ryan,Sirius & the gang has confirm to go with us edi. But stlll not sure whether to go or not to.
Scared bf diu gao gao oni coz lately going out so often without them guys =) hehe.
Good times though =P
Ohh & yesterday im so happpyy that everything went so well =)
I can honestly say this time my sister realllyy had a goood b'dayy willingly of cosh =)
Although i wished that her baby bolster was here to make things even more PERFECt.
Ohh well.
129 days more to go =)

XOXO

Sister 4Eva

2009-08-06T15:13:00.001-07:00

Happy Sweet 19th Bday Sis =)

The words that escape from a friend's mouth are "I'll be there when you say you need me" but the words that are unheard from a sister's heart is "I'll be there... whether you say you need me or not."

Love you loads.
Always Have , Always Will.

XOXO

Best Action Movie!

2009-08-05T11:25:00.000-07:00

G.I. JOE : The Rise Of Cobra

SUPER DUPER BRILLIANT AWESOME Action Movie!!!
I won a pair of movie pass to catch this Amazing movie courtesy of FHM Mag =)
Anyways, it was like THE BOMB!!!
I wanna watch it like a freaking million time over & over again.
Marlon Wayan is so hilarious.
Not forgetting the HOT Sienna Miller, gosh she looks wayy better as a brunette.
And Channing oh Channing Tatum.. Gosh.. The hotness in him man.. (especially when his angry)
Hehehehe. The movis itself is soo damn freaking coool.
I totallyy felt like i wanna become a super hero & all those shit after watching the movie =)

G.I.JOE : The Rise of Cobra.

Brunette Sienna Miller. HAWTT =)

Channing Tatum from Step Up who just got married with his Co-Star from Step Up also *ahem*

Anyways, i didnt intended to watch this movie at all before this.
And im glad i did =) no regrets
2 Interviews tommoror! Gotta Sleep

XOXO

those were the times.

2009-08-02T13:41:00.000-07:00

Maison 25.7.09

So it was suppose to be a Sing K night with my gor Melvin.
But he ended up bringing us to Maison to join Taurus & their friends -_-
Well, its been wat? Prolly almost 2-3years since i last stepped into that once upon a time happening club.
Honestly, it sucks. Nothing has changed at all.
But only the people. *ahem* Seafood alert!
Gosh. Plus, we couldnt really layan the music either.
Though, it did bring back many happy memories of mine =)
Exp- my 1st time clubbing 4years back was @ Maison.
And who did i go with?My Babydear of cosh!
I remember mummy kept on calling my cell grumbling n all asking me to go home. Aikz.
I was still in school at tht time =P lOL curfew times were memorable. Sneaking out of the house & sneaking back in was fun =)
Then, as i bacamed a regular there i got to knoe lotsa new frens. So every thursday nite was Maison night then Saturdays we would go to Loft(not wit my boyfriend of cos) *ahem* bad girl alert =P
It also brought back many painful memories with i dont wanna even say his name.
And no im not gonna tell the story either =)
Im happy now anyways.

My Sinful sister & Me =P

The Sisters & Taurus. Our good old working pal from 3 years back.

The 4 of us as usual =)

Then, its 4 of us again up there =) thanks for being sing muk gor & takin this shot for us ;)

Oh Yes he is currently single & available. his cell is 016-******* Hahaha help u promote sikit mar

I lup u no matter what sis. Thanks for having my back as always. XOXO

The Lights somehow matches my new hair do =)

This Sweetie here. Lotsa lupp.

The Chris's @ a seafood restaurant =) hahaha

erm its Taurus friend but i forgot his name. lol

This here isnt single & not available yea =) his my Gor Gor. Worked for him a couple of times & many more to come ;)

The groupie shot

XOXO

Crazyyy

2009-07-30T15:20:00.001-07:00

Im heading to Yumcha with my dear Christine now.

its 6.30am in the morning & we couldnt fall asleep.

LOL.

Call me Crazy..Am I?

Hahahaha.

Im gonna miss our Crazy Happy Moments when she's gone to Penang the next 2 days.

Will yumcha then send her off =( No kaki to yumcha jor. i guess i will be an absolutely good girl this few days =P

well, the story about us. I knew this lady like 3 years back? but we never ever talked. Lol.

I've always felt that she was kinda shy & an introvert.

But lil did i know after mixing with the gang i became good sisters with this lady.

I mean we practically call each other the moment v r awake. We see each other like morning,noon & night even midnight!Hahahaha! its funnyy

She is Crazyyy..hahaha but in a good way la =)

Gonna miss u like hell when u're gone sis

Part of the Happy Family Gang =) We wish we could last forever & ever.

our friendship,our romance,everything forever & ever =)

Lotsa love girl,

XOXO

Red Blooded Women

2009-07-30T11:26:00.001-07:00

Shooting for Wella

My fave shot =) Thx 2 mR C.Y.Yong
My Fav Angle as usual. Left =P

Baby's fav shot =)

Gosh i feel so mrs.Edward Cullen after the make up. Hahahaha marry me Edward!!!!!

Miss Pro Esther =) heart u babe!

well, i hate RED colour. Never have never will.

Still missing my blonde moment..well at least i had one rite. never try never know =)

Going dark Brown this Sunday!

Cant wait to be normal again =P

XOXO

2009-07-28T22:20:00.000-07:00

''It Hurts to love someone & not be loved in return,But what is the most painful is to love someone & never find the courage to let the person know how you feel''

Last9 @ Bambo9 was so gooood =) We had fun getting drunk & singing to songs of the King of Pop.

Just like old times baybeh =P i miss those good old times.

Anyways, the plan for this Friday?

Lets get drunk @ B9 first then head down to Elayne place to get even more drunk. What say you?

Hehehe as Elayne says ''ONLY GIRLZ ALLOWED"" !!!

XOXO

2009-07-27T13:07:00.000-07:00

Should i Smile because we are Friends? Or Cry because we will Never be anything more?

Its only after someone is gone do you realize how much you miss them..

If i could give you one thing in life,i would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, And only then you would realize how much you mean to me...

XOXO

2009-07-26T16:04:00.000-07:00

Out From under...

September-2007

November-2007

I dont wanna dream about, All the things that never were.

And i Dont wanna feel the pain.

What good would it do me now?

So i'll just keep telling myself..

Never look back. Just never look back.

but i guess i was weak today.

I seriously didnt expected to see you out of nowhere.

And suddenly the memories hit me.

Just stop looking back Christiana.

Cause i have found the ONE i need for the rest of my life & thats all that matters.

Right?

XOXO

Sing-a-long-song

2009-07-22T04:51:00.000-07:00

Karaoke Session

So us ladies decided to head down to 1u for a Karaoke session since lunchtime is the BESt time to go coz its the CHEAPEST of cosh =)

had lotsa fun singing non stop with my fav ladies.

We sang lotsa Michael Jackson's song..goshh made me miss the King of Pop even more.

Then, we're all bek home now thinking when's our Ladies Night?
hmm hopefullyyy soooon yea ;) after everyone getting their bf's approval then we're good to gooo... =)

The 3 of us cam whoring as usual in the car =P
Darling Mon & Xtine
Mon finallyy getting into the singing mood. Hahaha.

Black or White-MJ

The 4 Devils =)

Xtine kacau-ing CB Bo. LOL

Since there was nuthing to do we decided to make use of my camera =P

Cibai Tine breaking Cibai Bo's singing mood. wuahahaha.

Standing by her side as always =) thats what sisters are for man!

Ohh yess darling i knoww u are soo waiting for this pic =P hahaha

Familiar Dance move? Us making fun of the KIDS!

Muaaaakz!

Cutie Mr Culkin in Mj's video. Gosh i love naughty boys =P

Doing the Lady Gaga thingy. this is the part where we started dancing abit =) hehe

Awwww...heart pain

My Fav Shot =) although my hair looks so damn reddish beside ur's la babe! hahaha. Scary!

Hopefully the cctv didnt catch us =P inside joke u knoe i knoe! =)

Xtine just called me saying damn boring & Kiff is out =) Wheeeee hopefullyyy it ladies night tonight!

Any suggestions?

XOXO

The Unborn

2009-07-20T12:50:00.000-07:00

MAN UNITED kicked ass tonight!

Glory Glory Man United =) Yepp was watching the match live at bukit Jalil stadium today with the gang.

Im sooo freaking heartbroken though that my C.Ronaldo got transfered to Real Madrid before their tour here =(

Wasted. Gosh. Or else i would prolly be on tommoror's front cover of THE STAR.

Why? Cause i would prolly go nuts if i see him & start running out to the field naked!!! Hahahaha =)

Im Serious man. Gosh i Love that guy. Sad Case.

Ohh Well. At least i still have Federico Macheda to drool on..gosh he is sooo HOT!

And he scored the 1st goal today againts Malaysia =) hehehe.

Still, nuthing can replace my Ronaldo.

Before the match though i had lunch with monica darling. ( Late lunch i mean) *winks*

Lunch is like Dinner for us considering the timing. hahaha.

As usual our normal bitching & updating of cosh.

Glad to finallyy keep u updated on the shit thats been happening babe =) U know u have my suppport anytime right!

Guess we shall meeet up real sooon ;)

Sing K tommoror perhaps? The girls was suggesting to sing during lunch time since all of us are currently unemployed. Well, that depends if i can wake up considering the time now =P

Its tidur time!

XOXO

Glory Glory Man United =)

2009-07-19T03:28:00.000-07:00

Shooting yesterday was tiring yet fun =) I had to stand on bricks & balance myself with different poses...gosh not an easy job man.

Itw as Fun though =) All the tough work was really worth it.

And now ima Red headed =) with Velvet highlights on one side. Yeaa i know its over the top.

LOL. I remember after getting my hair coloured that night i went to MCD with Xtine & some guy there was like ''WAH''. Wah as in a very scary way alrite..not nice at all. Hahahaha.

Everyone at set was so nice =) Especially my fav make up artist Esther. she realli jaga-ed me alot man. Hehehe. Nice getting to know new friends.

Then, straight after the shoot i headed to baby's house for Alvin aka his bro's Sweet 16th Party.

Along with our closest friends & family. Everyone got so drunk.

I kept on laughing at jane & aunty molly/sharon (she says she has 2 different characters) *winks* hehehe she the most happening mum ever man. only one year older than me according to her. hahaha.

Everytime us youngster taking photo she will be like :'' ehh! make sure focus more on me okayyy..im the youngest one here!'' Hahahaha absolutelyy fun =)

All gone & making jokes over everything. Good times.

oooH & Uncle Roland from Sweden came together with his family.

A reallyyy sweet & nice & lotsa laughter family gathering. Most of em from Aunty Janet's side aka baby's mummyy aka my darling's godmum =)

And sweetiee Michelle is sooo preeeeetyyy..i absolutely love her.
Hahaha even Adam was asking :'' wei..whu's that small girl ar? very preetyy laa''. Hahaha

Gosh i wish u came though darlingg...but i hope Adam's b'day getaway @ BKT Tinggi went realllyyy well ;) And make sure i get to see pics sooon okies!

Missing u loads babe. Im so glad u dropped by the other stay @ Snips Academy.

So i just finished video calling wit my babybro. gosh i miss that bitch man. hahaha.

Counting down the days to December ;) And Bangkok! (its payback time BITCH!)

Heading for beer now with the gang. Im craving for Guiness. The other day i taught Xtal how to drink guiness...and she was like :'' wow..its reallyyy nice laa..taste better than beer''

then i told her :'' of coshH! Its darling jessie's fav drink man!''

Hahahaha

XOXO

Hair hair hair

2009-07-16T12:12:00.000-07:00

Im freaking missing my brother already.

Wasted my tears on some really unimportant shit las9 that i couldnt really concentrate on my bro'sdeparture bek to aussieland.

Good thing for facebook though, v get to bitch all night long =)

Missing u like hell bro!!!

I miss our bitching in the room, the 3 of us always. (although i still think u're the bitchiest amongs all) =P

Our fighting over the mirror.

Our fighting over the Straightener?!( damn vain man u brother)

LOL freaking good timez.

and of cosh our shopping mania =P KEKEKEKE

I hope Decemeber comes in a blink of an eye ;)

On the other hand. tommoror im becoming daniel's hair model for his competition thingy @ Snips.

Crap. Orange?!?! God. wish me luck. I hope i dont look seafood man or else i will freaking kill u Dan!!!

Just kiddding =P

Just bek from drinking with Kiff & Xtine. non stop bitching abt the slut as usual. Urgh.

Still trying to get my mind off the shit they talked about me.

Anyways, paybacks a bitch right?

So i will see how you suffer in BANGKOK father muckers! (a word by my bro)

U know i will always have ur backs as how u supported me all the way right bro & sis?

And to those of you who have also supported me ( my other darlingss) u knoe who u are..

Thanks so much for comforting me & knowing that im not the shit they bitched about.

As the saying goes.

it doesnt matter how many friends you have, but how many REAl friends you have.

XOXO

p/s gotta wake up at freaking 9am tmr =( sucky i know but all for money. save me.

Those who matter wont mind, And those who mind Dont Matter

2009-07-15T11:05:00.000-07:00

Big shit happen today.

Anyways, it was gonna happen sooner or later somehow we all knew it.

From now on, I swear to god i dont ever wanna see the both of you in my entire life.

2 headed Snake! And bloody immatured 23 years old bitch! ( more like 3 years old!)

The things you wrote about me absolutely hurt me.

Friends dont write these kinda shit about each other alrite. at least not in public!

whatever shit you called me i dont freaking care because to me it doesnt matter.

i know who i am & what i am.

So fuck it.

Goodbye for the rest of your entire fucked up life KIDS!

Drag you to hell!

2009-07-14T11:57:00.000-07:00

To the fucking Bitch whu made my jimui cried like fuck just now..

I hope you knoe whu & what you're messing with!

This is the END of our so called FRIENDSHIP.

Fuck YOU.

Anyway, my bro is leaving back to aussieland tommoror.

Gosh time passes so damn fast.

Anyways, its better than nuthin rite =)

Sad case.

XOXO

15 days of action

2009-07-12T12:48:00.001-07:00

Zouk Night Out

My One & OnlyI Love 4P NOT!

Darlingg Ginny =)

BabyTomatoBro! (whu wasnt so tomato that day)

Jason & the ladies

Awesome Foursome =)

The 3 Devils

My Bro's friends from Aussieland came to join us

Our Guys that night

The couples

Sweyi>C Inn>Isabelle>Ana>Xtal

Dai Ming & Calvin

Natural foursome ''kik'' =P

I swear to god i didnt drink even 1 sip of whisky. Yucks i hate whisky.

The brother sister girlfriend dance

My MJ Wannabe

Xtiana & Xtine

Absolutely love this family shot =)

Loveones =)

Us with Jason & his other half

Sweyi & Gang

Miyo Saito sweetheart =)

Alrite i have tones of pics to upload. I freaking dont knoe wer to start.

Anyways, in the last 2 days, our group invaded Genting & my bro's house again.

It was so damn Awesome!

Gosh 2 more days till my brother ciao..wtf..

Time passes so damn fast.

5 more months til december =(

Ohh well. So tonight we headed to 1u for dinner with the group.

Then, yumcha-ed for awhile @ Kepong.

Then back to my place to watch a dvd. Boring.

Then, we headed to Timesquare Hotel around midnight to check my babydear's uncle & family in. They came down to visit from Sweden & yesh i will go there to visit one day =)

Lets start planning okies darling! ;)

XOXO

You are not alone, I am here with you.

2009-07-07T13:15:00.000-07:00

The Greatest Entertainer Ever in History

Michael Jackson

I just watched MJ's Memorial & it was absolutely heartbreaking.

I still cant believe that the KING OF POP is gone forever.

I grew up listening to all his songs. Watching all his interesting music videos, each with a storyline in it.

The one who first made a music video. The one who introduced great dance moves to this world. The one who made a difference in this world.

If it wasnt for MJ , i dont think break dance,shuffle or watsoever dance moves would exist at this moment.

Despite the scandal and rumours about him, the world has lost the greatest entertainer ever.

Michael Jackson, you will never be forgotten.

You will live in my heart forever & ever.

May you rest in peace now & god bless.

AMEN.

XOXO

Timeless

2009-07-06T12:38:00.000-07:00

I have absolutely NO time for much updates.

What we've been doing lately? Shopping =)

5K in 5 days. thats absolutely crazy.

but freaking fun!

Anyways, grandpa from Singapore came down to visit =)

He brought me a lil surprise along tooo... my belated b'day present.

Finally a New Handphone!

No wonder he was calling to ask my opinion on whats the hippest hp these days. i wasnt bothered to tell him thinking that he was going to buy it for himself.

Lil did i know, it was my bday gift he was planning to buy ;) Gosh i lup u lots lots lots Grandpa!!!

New Camera & a New Hp in a week

plus lots & lotsa & lotsa clothes =) gosh what more could i ask for?

And yesterday the group decided to give my cartoon Christal a surprise =)

Making her into believing that my tomato brother Ian is really heading bek to aussie last night.

Lotsa tears in her eyes while seeing him leave 1utama.

Then, the group hanged at Friendster cafe & Xtal thought she saw Ian but i made her into believing that she's seeeing ''things''.

she got so freaked out that she made me call Ian to see if everything is okay (*ahem* touch wood*)

LOL. It ended up reallii reallii gooood.

Thanks to the loved ones who made this ''FAKE'' farewell a great one!

Christal's mouth couldnt shut the moment she saw Ian! Damn effin funny.

Lotsa pics to upload. Pening kepala.

Soon soon =)

Surprise Surprise!

2009-07-02T13:53:00.000-07:00

My Brother in Crime is back in KL!!!

Anyway, we've been hanging 24/7 mostly shopping *winks* of cosh =)

And im happie that the two lil lovebirds sorted things out also =)

I've been a realli reallii notty notty girl =P oopz we all have been

thanks to my notty Christal. LOL.

Fucker now we're all addicted! including the once ever so Goody two shoes baby bro!

wuahahahaha. lotsa Pics to upload sooon =) I've finally gotten my life back with my new toy ;)

Hollywood is in Town!

2009-06-21T14:08:00.000-07:00

How was my weekend?

Super duper great! Cause i got to watch Naomi Watts acting on set here in Malaysia!

:) yeapp long story it is

anyways, she was here in town shooting her up & coming film titled ''Fairgame'' due next year

Alongside with mr Academy award winner.. Sean Penn !

Although, the King Kong actress do seem wayy shorter than how she look like in movies =)

It was a good yet tiring experience

Fun though =P

You're on your own

2009-06-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

So i missed 2 interviews in the morning & noon coz i overslept thanks to my sister!

Christal Natasha De'Cruz..

Im so sick & tired of helping you everytime you're in trouble.

I've warned you a million timez already & yet u cant seem to wake up.

I guess sumtimes what people say about you is true.

Cause you give these people grounds to talk that way about you!

You wont learn your lesson until you lose everything!

Dont say i didnt warn you.

Hmmphh. So angry with her. I seriously am sick of seeing her!

She walks in & out of the house as if its a freaking hotel!

In the past few weeks she've only slept at home for like once?!

The only reason y she comes home is so that she can take new clothes & chuck her dirty clothes at home then pooof! (She's out again)

Haihh.

Anyways, im out for lunch with Mon darlingg =) Its been awhile since we last met!

lots 2 update *winks*

Sunny Holiday

2009-06-15T03:13:00.001-07:00

Redang 2009

So last week babydear & me followed Kiff & family to a roadtrip up to Redang.

The journey was absolutely long. i swear im never ever gonna drive to Kuala Terengganu again.

But thank god we had other stuff 2 entertaint us during the journey =P Fun timez!

So we headed down to Kemaman to makan the famous Stuff crab.

Then we headed to Kuala Terengganu to stay a night.

Initially we couldnt get a hotel room due to the peak season. but thank god we manage to get one in the end. Or esle i guess we will be sleeping in d car =)

So the next day we took the ferry down to Redang. It was absolutely gorgeous.

But, not up to my expectation.

I just think that the island is abit too commersialised. I mean the whole island is practically like a market.

with lotsa local people. ish.

Probally due to the school holidays in Malaysia i guess.

Snorkelling was fun, but boring though.

Somehow i think that Phi Phi island is Phuket is much much nicer. Bigger too ;)

For leisure though, i much very prefer Bali. Gosh i miss Bali.

Beginning our Road Trip
Some head Banging in the car. Lol.

The Girlz

The Guys.

Thanks baby for planning this trip for us although it wasnt up to my expectation =)

Pillow Fight begins!

I duno what the hell was we playing =) but it was fun. haha

Out for dinner

Ramly burger @ KL is much nicer than the one there.

Here we are at the beautiful island od Redang.

Pasir Panjang

Thanks to Xtine for dragging me out after i suffered the death of my 4 year old Camera

=( thank god we still had her hp =)

Ours is ''L''

on the ferry

Cute signboards

Warming up sikit..haha u knoe i knoe

Miss Christine Loo

White sandy beach

''CK'' as in Christine Kiff. Lol.

Angela>Kerrie>Christine>Christiana

I wasnt able tot ake off my sunnies for some reason ;P

I got abit too overdosed that i deleted the nicer pic of us. Crap.

Cutie Wei Nan & Suet Nee aka Kiff's siblings. They love to pose =)

Damn 7 kik. Lol.

Wtf. baby ur body shape like Christal when she's dancing on the podioum! hahahaha

Absolutely fun (before the death of my camera)

The Sohai's. hahahaha. good timez!

Ana Banana

Miss Kerrie & gang came to visit us =)

Redang was nice. But i would prefer somewer more quiet & relaxing.

the island was just too crowded & too noisy.

The beach though was realli beautiful.

Anyways, the moment we arrive bek in kl.

The next day, my boyfriend met an accident. He got bang from behind then he banged the car infront of him.

Now his baby is in the workshop for at least 3 weeks.

thank god his alrite though =)

Speechless

2009-06-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

Well, Freedom was...i dont know what to say.

I wished though that we could turn back time & do things differently.

Firstly is, we should have gone on Friday(Ferry Corsten night)

Secondly is, some fucked up people in our freaking group fucking Chow Tut.

Thirdly is, my not steady sister made the night even worse.

Thanks for making it a fucked up rave.

Even worse, Fucked up session.

It wasnt even a session.

More like a Wrestling ring.(according to my bf)

Lol.

Speechless. Absolutely Speechless.

The only thing nice though was the Pictures =) Up soon

Freedom-09

2009-05-29T21:50:00.000-07:00

Christiana Cecilia De'Cruz is signing off to Freedom-09!!!

Above & Beyond here i come =)

I dont believe its gonna be as good as last year's though.

Updates soon ;)

2009-05-21T00:01:00.000-07:00

And The American Idol 2009 goes too...

NOT ADAM LAMBERT?!?!?!?!?!!?!??!?!?
KRIS ALLEN?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?

I was absolutely shocked when i heard the news!
Kris allen wins American Idol 2009. WTF?
Are you americans deaf or what?
This is the Biggest Upset in Idol History...ever!
I mean its obviously a popularity contest. NOT a talent contest.
Adam has been so darn goood since the beginnning. Perhaps too good for the contest.

I still cannot believe that Adam wasnt crowned American Idol. It is such a dissapointment & shame for America.
Too bad America couldnt see how talented you are Adam...something they've never had on Idol history..

We could see the dissapointment in Simon & Paula's face when the winner was announced..

Aihh..sighs..im absolutely devastated.

But anyhows,

Adam Lambert is & will always be a Rockstar! He is going to make it BIG in this industry & i will support him ALL THE WAYYY!

XOXO

Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about

2009-05-20T12:18:00.000-07:00

My Dearest babybro & babysis,

I just want the both of you to know that you have my support all the way.

i know although the road ahead is going to be really tough,but with trust & believed..

Eventually you will make it happen =)

leave all doubts & criticism behind..

I feel your pain. I understand so badly.

Be who you are & say what you feel. Cause those who mind dont matter & dont who matter dont mind.

I wish you love birds the very best until the very end.

And even if it doesnt work out, i know we will always be one happyy family no matter what =)

Words cant express how happy i am for the both of you.

I never imagine this day would ever come..again.

So to my lil babysis, please appreciate what you have. Cause 2nd chances doesnt come easily =P

And to my lil bro, Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but trusting them not to.\

So be patience & understand which im sure you really do =)

Lotsa love to the both of youu!

Happy 1 Month Anniversary to my favourite lil two couple =)

They came to love not by finding a Perfect person. but by learning to see an imperfect person Perfectly

XOXO

your one & only

Gossip sis

Updates

2009-05-19T12:51:00.000-07:00

Highlights of my Weekend =)

Man Utd VS Arsenal @ Breeze Cafe, TTDI.

I was the only one in Black MU tee =(CB all of em boycott me & dum! Haha but i still love em loads =)
My babydear
Later after the match we then joined the rest @ a hotel in KL ;)
Our usual session place
The Man Utd gang =)
Ladies in the house
The Samseng Jimuis. Hahaha. love em heeps!

My Bf, Me & My Messy hair. Lol. I decided to take off my cap. damn irritating.
Limp & our studs ;)

Raw Bar & Lost City Night

The steady ones

I absolutely lup this pic =)

The guys

The Lost one. Haha ;P

Miss Amy Kok
Bobo>Ana>Xtine
I swear its just acting =)

Lost City on a Thursday night..

Toilet queen(Me),La Feng(Xtine),Mrs Bean(Bobo) hahaha
My dancing kaki

I have absolutely too many photos yet to be uploaded. Gosh.

I havent even finish uploading the ones when my babybro Ian was bek. Crap.

Then comes Singapore.

The our weekend partying photos.

Then soon this Saturday will be Christine 24th bday.

Then followed by Freedom Rave the following weekend.

Then Redang trip the following weekend after Freedom Rave.

Busy busy month.

Im officially sort of broke. Anyone can sponsor me?

XOXO

Gossip sis =P

Lifes a Bitch

2009-05-18T11:57:00.000-07:00

Im Gonna get you BITCH!

DO not hurt my love ones, or else u'll end up in HELL.

XOXO

Holidays

2009-05-11T02:07:00.000-07:00

I have exactly one month to go on a Crash Diet for our Redang trip next month.
Crap. How the hell am i suppose to do that? LOL.
Anyways, last friday i had lunch with sweetie Mondele aka Mrs Trixter =)
We went on & on chatting so much about everything that we totally lost track of time!
Hahahaha we kept on laughing abt things that were soo damn funny.
Speak of the devil huh ;) Hahahaha
anyways, then mon decided to buy a Mothers Day card for her mum & her future *ahem* mom in law. Hehehe.
So i got tempted to buy one for my mummyy too.
we reallii should hangout more babe =) ring me when u're free cause u know how free i am nowdays since i got...blablabla. LOL u knoe i knoe ;)
Saturday night was Loft as always cause PUIC was celebrating her birthday there.
Was fun though bt not that fun. i shall leave the details untold here =)
then, on Sunday aka yezterday my family decided to head down to Italiannese for lunch.
I had a good time with my familyy eating & laughing so much abt almost everything.
Its not everyday we get to sit & eat together. especially since my notorious sister isnt at home almost every single day. urgh.
Then Christine & Bobo came to Curve to meet up wit us so v girlz did some shopping while em guys headed to Sanctuary for drinks.
So as for now, im heading out for my late lunch/dinner with babydear.
Tonight the group is gonna come out to discuss about our A'Famosa plan for FreedomRave end of this month.
XOXO

Oopz. And i watched The Notebook last night starring Rachel McAdams & Ryan Gostling.
It was such a beautiful,bittersweeet love story. I fell in love with the movie.
BabyDear got dragged to watched it with me =P Although i did wished that my babybro & babysis watched it with us too. Cause those 2 rascals was the one telling me abt the movie that i got so tempted to get it on dvd =)

Thats all for now! have a good day peeps!

Sunny Side Up

2009-05-04T09:48:00.000-07:00

You just got ONE life. Now is your time to Live it (=

Singapore was a Blast!

Picures up soooon =)

Turn back time

2009-04-29T13:31:00.001-07:00

Emo. Sad. Lonely.

Its been an amazing 2 weeks with the return of my baby bro from Aussieland.

Now that his gone back everything is just so weird.

Soon it will be my baby sis turn to return to S'pore.

Sucky. Pity Christal. Everyone's so emo now.

I will miss them dearly.

Labour day weekend trip to S'pore tomorror.

not use to not having em both being all noisy in the room b4 we sleep.

Urgh.

Anyways, i bet S'pore is gonna be superb with the group =)

A night of Fun

2009-04-22T23:36:00.000-07:00

Last night, the group decided to head over to Ekywoobee for drinks instead of watching movie because it was a lil bit too last minute.

We picked mon up then the 5 of us headed to ttdi plaza to meet the rest.

Victor aka Mr Trixter joined us also. He has absolutely sharp ears. Hahahaha. Mon & i kept going on & on about so many things & i bet Vic was trying to curi curi listen. Hahahaha.

Anyways, we Had so much fun playing ''dai wa sek'' with the group. We were also prolly the noisiest out of all the other people. oopz. haha.

Took soo many awesome pics =) which will be up sooon okies ;)

The funny thing is,the waiter even offered to help us take a group picture. Good service =)

Us ladies wanted to head over to B9 soo Badly but I drank so much that i od-ed gao gao. *this sat okies babe* ;)

Felt so much better after vomitting. The group was reluctant to head home so they decided to have lok lok.

While they were eating i was vomitting like hell. Stupid Adam & Ah ''SI'' kept coming over to laugh at me. Fuckers. Lol.

So i then forced myself to wake up from the terrible nightmare. Instead i manage to have some lok lok too. Wuahahaha.

Today shall be a rest day as we all have been going out soo much lately. Gotta start saving for S'pore next thurs!

Cant wait to partyy @ Loft this Saturday =) gosh i miss that place. not the crowd though =(

* It was nice being able to share things with u babe =) i guess we share something in common too..u know i knoe yea * =)

XOXO

9pm till Late

2009-04-20T04:38:00.000-07:00

Andiana BlackPINK Birthday Bash '09

My sweetie pie sister trying to surprise my pet bro Ian.

Then we reached TimeSquare hotel & started setting things up =)

Christal couldnt help thanks to her being too tall..wuahahahaha
I know i mention the party starting 8pm till late. But Amy got high wayyy before the party started. Hahaha.
Christine with memories of Andiana from year 2005-2009
Thanks to the amazing team work,we got things done by 5pm!
Baby Bolster & Lala Princess. Lol.
Caught in act
Us girlz did the double sided tape on the baloons. while em guys sticked it on the wall. great job guys!
We so totallyy lurve the projector effects
superb lights =) like our private night club. hahaha.
Mr Frankie doing the baloons
Miss 'ON'. Hahahaha.
Doing our nails before the partyy
Finallyy our first meal of the day. Cup noodles. Lol.
Me & the guys enjoying our noodles. Thats the only thing we makan-ed the whole night. Kesiannya.
Christal Missing out. Too busy shopping with her ''Baby Bolster''. Hahaha.
Adam dancing while doing the baloons. Lucky didnt pokai. Hahaha.
Us & Monivic who was one of the first to arrives =) Thanks alot for coming guys!!!
Then came my darling & her extended family =)
The group watching the slideshow of previous memories from yesteryears
Amy>Puic>Mon
Good old timez.
My Party kakis. Miss ''On''. Miss ''Confirm''. Miss ''Absolutely''. LOL
My one & only baby dear who did so much to make this a realliii goood b'day for us. Lotsa love.
Bobo>Xtine>Xtiana>Amy
TJ>Victor Trixter>Xtine
awwww...sweeetnyaa ini dua
Then came my sisty Cherry & the gang
My one & only Partner in Crime & in Every single thing! hehehe *u knoe i knoe baybeh*
Time for the cake!
Yans & Me. I absolutely adored your gift so much babe! much love =)
The Ladies in Pink (but Christal is missing)
Finally Christal came out from the room. Lol. These are my 2 sweethearts.Sweetie Monica & Me (2nd Shot taken by vic) thumbs up dude. At least manage to take the baloons behind too. Haha.
Bobo>Puic>Amy>Xtal>Xtine>Ana>Mon
Birthday kisses from my Jimuis
Lotsa love babes =)
Miss ''On''s future FB primary photo
The Terbalik ''Honeys''. (I bet u're so gonna laugh ur ass out baybeh). Hahahaha.
Ana & the cute Lovebirds!
Mon>Vic>TJ
Me & my Darlings's extended family
My one & only sister from the same mother
Me & the Room Gang. Hahaha.
ANDIANA & the Men in Black
ANDIANA & the Hottiess in PINK
These pose here reminds me of Route 69 @ Bangkok right darlingg! hehehe Goood timez are never forgotten =)
Finallyy my Sabbie is here
The ''Lansi'' Wannabes. Hahaha.
Much Love for the Cake Darlingg =) It was a reallii sweet idea of yours to write on it =)
My babydear & Mon's bubukins =)
Chocholate Mud Cake..Yummmyyy. Gone in one day! hahaha.
Mr Gou Lou
The four of us. Brothers & Sisters (U knoe i knoe)
My Baby Dear's Group of Friends
My Cherryy Berryyy. I absolutely love the blouse u present me sis =) luckily it wasnt the same one as i bought! hahahaha lotsa & lotsa LOVEEE!
Oopz. got music but they prefer using headset. apalah. LOL
The Camwhore wannabes (just like old timez) hahaha
Cherry>Yoke Moi>Alice>Ana>Sheila
Mr Limp
Sab-ha Sab-ha. LOl. My dear sis Sabrina. I totallyy appreciate you coming although u werent feelings well. you know i luv u loads sis!
The Gay wannabes. Sai meng loves it doggy style. LOL
Funny faces before signing out =)
The backdrop was my babydear's creation. Thanks so much dear.
My most favourite birthday ever. More better ones to come =)
Michelle>Puic>Me
Andy's ''Heng Dai''
Dancing to the beat
My baby Bro
ANDIANA & michoh with his ladyy =)
Finallyy. Its time. LOL
Kisses
Me & the Anak Lelaki. Hahahahaha.
Bimbo wannabes! LOL
Blackie>Andy>Frankie>Kiff.
Sweetiee Amy & Me. I absolutely loved the present u guys gave me babe =) Lotsa love & kisses!
Its time to End the show. My Baby Dear & Baby Bro =)

All in all it was a great partyy. Although there were some complications. But i totallyy had soo much of fun =)

I absolutely loved all my Anna Sui cosmetic gift sets =) Hehehe & also my Forever 21 blouse from my sisty Cherryyy

Also my wonderful cake & sweet words on it from my darlinggg Jessica.

Thanks so much to everyone who attended.

Thanks to those who made this party a great one.

Lotsa Love,Hugs & Kisses.

4 in a Club

2009-04-15T11:12:00.000-07:00

Just got back from Bambo9..

Effin drank alot.

Tiger mix Guiness thanks to Jane aka my dear's sis-in-law.

Lol. TZhe four of us had a great time. Just like before =)

Now all half dead on bed.

nitez

Exploration of Space

2009-04-14T23:01:00.000-07:00

My weekend was superb =) Didnt have enough of it though

Facebook everyone uploading pics of myBirthday night but sadly i cant do the same due to my damn spoilt laptop.

Its in the workshop though so i will upload sooon ;)

Then on Sunday after checking out from TimeSquare we went over to Greenbox to sing K

I can honestly say that Adam,Christal,Ian,Frankie,Bobo,Christine,Kiff,BabyDear & Me are ''Robocops''

Damn effin tired yet still can go on & on.

So then on Monday, Christal & Ian & me headed to 1utama to have lunch. My Babydear came to join us cause he was on ''MC'' too *smack Smack* lazy bum!

Hehe. Called Monivic to come join us but they couldnt as Vic was working.

So we met up at night instead for a drink. Mon & me started gossiping away about Twilight etc =) it was so hilarious as Vic kept making fun of us with the crazy girly style & all* OMG OMG!*

Hahaha. Damn funny.

Anyways, then the rest of the gang came to join & we headed to our usual hangout place to *hangout* of cosh. Lol. It was a really simple yet nice night.

The yesterday Ian & Christal wanted to shop around Sunway Piramid but they couldnt as i had work so they had to tag along with me. poor kids. Hahahaha.

So later i've promised to bring em to 1Utama. prolly gonna try to catch a movie or sth.

BTW peep..

My hp sudddenly went blackout on me this morning.

So i am using a spare phone now. Lost all my contacts.

So sms me your contacts yea everyone =)

Just Dance

2009-04-12T23:22:00.000-07:00

Andiana blackPINK Birthday Bash '09

Our Birthday Kiss..
So much love & kisses for the cake to my one & only Darlingg =) XOXO

The man of my life..

It was really nice celebrating my birthday together with my bofriend..

Thanks to those who helped make this a perfect birthday for us =)

Also thanks to those who came to party with us on that special night..

I had loads & loads of fun.

Thanks for making Andiana's blackPink party P.E.R.F.E.C.T =)

Other pictures up reallyy sooon!

XOXO

Andiana blackPink birthday bash '09

2009-04-10T12:43:00.000-07:00

Its here

Our first B'day bash together after 4 years =)

Counting down the hours.

Hope everythings goes as planned.

Lotsa preparation to do once checked in tommoror.

I hope the Night never Ends ..

XOXO

You're my Idol =)

2009-04-08T06:30:00.000-07:00

American Idol 2009

My prediction?

Adam Lambert will be the winner of American Idol 2009!

He can sing notes that i never knew existed! Totally out of this world!

He is like better than all the other past Idol winners ever =)

The Dark Emo side of him ;)
Hot stuff =)

Sadly, his GAY. But whatever i would never discriminate homosexuals. Everyone deserves their right to live life as how they want to =)
Even Simon gave him a Standing Ovation at todays show.
Unbelievable.

My Birthday Boy ' 09

2009-04-06T11:42:00.001-07:00

BabyDear's 4th Birthday Celebration wif Me

I brought My Birthday Boy out to dinner today @ Ole-Ole Bali in Solaris.

The reason why i picked this place is because its kinda near plus the food is quite alrite too =)

Anyways, the group then surprise my BabyDear by bringing a cake to join us later on

It was all my good friend Christine's idea =) Thanks babe & everyone for everything u've done for us. I Heart you guys loads!

Ive never ever taken a shot from the front.So this is it. Lol.

Happiee Happiee Birthday my love
The Big Group Surprise. Well done u guys!

The food which is really worth it cause they come in Big Big portions

The Ladies

The Group

Now @ My room. Its time to Sleeep.

I guess it wasnt really a surprise because my lou gong totally saw right through me.

Lol. Imma lousy lousy actress when im wif him. Urgh.

Anyways, it was a good night =) Im glad to be celebrating ur birthday for the 4th time now.

Im sure there will be many more to come =)

Lotsa previous albums to upload. soon. not now. too lazy.

Nitez peeps ;)

Non-Stop

2009-04-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

5 More Days before mY Brother from Another Mother returns..

6 More Days before Andiana's B'day Bash '09..

2 Days of Freedom'09 Next Month!!!!!!!

The group decided to skip Speedzone. We taught of controlling sikit till Freedom Rave next Month which im 100% sure is gonna be SUPERB!

We are still deciding whether to go for 2 Days or perhaps only one day..

But Most prolly we are going on the 29th May coz Ferry Corsten spinning!!!

Lotsa stuff to do this whole week. Preparing for the party this Saturday.

Getting the backdrop printed tomorror. Tuesday dye hair =)

Wednesday gonna get the baloons & collect projector. Thursday printing the pics.

Friday choosing pics to put into powerpoint for the Projector.

Hopefully everything goes well this Saturday =) Im sure its gonna be crazeee

Deep Shit

2009-04-01T22:47:00.000-07:00

Everything is Screwed up. Fucked up. Shitty like hell.