Find yourself

Out with the Old, In with the New =)

I’m fine without you now
I don’t need you here
I’m fine without you now
Can you disappear

XOXO

The Ugly Truth

''A broken up couple , could never be friends. If they are it's because they're still in love.. or never were in love to begin with''

As much as i would hate to admit this.

Its really true.

Came across this quote on boardofwisdom.

Anyways, the Bitch is back =P aka my bitchy brother from another mother!

Alrite. things this time is so much different. I guess the 4 of us has got to get use to it.

Well,it was Library last Saturday night.

Everyone was there. My bunch of friends whom we used to call ourselves ''Happy Family Gang'' (nickname thanks to my lovely sis)

Apparently, we're not so happy anymore la. (from the way things turned out). LOL.

Anyways, andy's friends was there also. So basically both parties came together to welcome Ian back home.

Was really nice =) weird though. everything & everyone that revolves around the both of ''us'' is so working out.

While ''we'' never will.

Dont be mistaken though,yes its a waste.

But so what? life goes on.

So im glad that i managed to face the reality of it that night.

Kinda pissed of at ''you'' though.

Lately, you seem to not be yourself anymore.

Where's that person i once fell in love with ?

I hope you start coming to your senses before its too late.

And dont expect to drag my brother into your shit hole cause thats NOT happening. he doesnt want it he told me btw =P

Currently at the office. Farking exhausted.

seriously, FML.

Been at Midvalley since like 9am to do the settings & its already gonna be 7pm. FYI, i just got back.

This job is really hectic. its pushing your stress level till it reaches its limit.

but its all GOOD =) cause i love being busy all the time.

Rather than to sit at home & wait for a job to come to me. like no way.

Back to work for now!

XOXO

p/s- cb matthew lim just got back from ZoukOut S'pore. OMFG -__- can tell me its god like somemore! FML FML FML! meeting him up laterz.

toodles

Im so much better without you

Its Alright Its Okay =)


You told me
there's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry


Specially for you asshole =)

XOXO

Look what you've done

We may be done with the past, but that doesn't mean the past is done with us

So hows my week been?

Fucked up.

But But. It ended up quite good in the end =)

thanks for the show YOU put on the other night.

Now it makes it easier for me to let go.

You stabbed a knife so deeply into my heart.

But its okay. I dont blame you.

cause i know i deserved it anyway.

Karma is a BITCH huh.

But it only opened new doors for me. So yeah im moving on now.

This will be the last.

Anyways, pictures here are in reverse order. I know i sucked at organizing.

Friday night was Library with Terrence & Calvin.

Bumped into some familiar faces ( i wished i dont have to anymore)

Then Saturday was Phuture with my old pals =)

Sucked big time. i dont have the mood to club anymore.

no regrets going though. cause i got to face the REALITY.

and also got to know a couple of new friends ;)

Then headed back to B's place where we have been staying quite often lately.

i love all our heart to heart talks with the love ones.

Thanks for making it easier guys.

Sunday was more of a chillaxing day for me. Slept in the whole day with the rest.

we were zombies man.

then headed for Dinner with KH @ TGI Fridays. great talking to u =)

Then, Library with his bunch. Didnt snap much pictures tho =P

When one door closest. The other opens =)

Starting to love my life already.

XOXO

One of the saddest things in life is loving someone who used to love you.

First loves...that’s exactly what they are...those are the ones that introduced you to everything, made you love them, loved you back, and also broke your heart. But no matter how hurt you are, you’ll always love them. Always...they’ll stay with you forever. And not only will you not notice it, but deep down you will compare every other guy to him. And none of them will live up...because he was your first love. Then after months of letting go...when you finally think you are okay with letting him go, he’ll call...or you'll hear "your" song...or you’ll see his car at a place that was important to you...or see a movie...or something that reminds you of how much he meant you and how much you really loved him and realize you’re not completely over him and never will be.




XOXO

Coming undone

The difference between Promises & Memories?
We break Promises. But. Memories break us.
I miss you.

Maybe its true.
That i Cant live without you.






XOXO

Have i found you

Need you now

What happen to that girl? I miss you so.


XOXO

Made of Love

David's Costume B'day Bash

Where's my technics? =P

Birthday boy giving a really good service

Calven>Jascel>Yee Ling>Christiana

Miss wannabe Police Women.

Bang Bang

Faggots club. Hahahaha.

Firemen..?

Belly Dancers

My secret lover. Hahaha.

The amount of alcohol & beers. There was even more loaded in the in the fridge! -_-

Eat this. bitch.

Yee Ling

i want MILK!

WTF. A realli cool new way to cut your birthday cake. Haha.

Anyways, it was held @ Crowne Regency Hotel.
We then walked down to Passion. Freaking hilarious when everyone in the club was staring thinking who's these crazy bastards. LOL.
Bumped into Ricky,Matthew & Brian. The music was awesome btw.
Damn. i dont even have the passion to blog about the clubbing scene these days. Whats up with me?
Am i really getting old?

XOXO

If only you knew..

When i look back at things i've done
I look upon some things i've done wrong
When i look upon my wrong doings
I see i've made mistakes
And when i look at those mistakes
I know that its time to move on




XOXO

It just dont feel like Christmas without you...

Russian Roulette

Bitchy Office Lady Wannabe =P Hehe

Take a Breath, Take it Deep.

And im terrified,but im NOT leaving.

Introducing Miss Stephy Soh

Its been awhile babe =)

My Partner in practically every crime made =P

My darling Ash. Heart u loads darling =)

Hoegarden is LOVE

Another Happy Hour day with the guys

Introducing Mr Gio Haur

Matthew aka Our BFF

This is LOVE

Yummy Japanese Food after Library

Bumped into my Old drinking kakis

Never compare yourself with her, her or her. Compare yourself with the old YOU & how much of a better person that YOU are now.

I do it because i can, I can because I want to, I do it because its all for you

My lil rascal sister who pierced her freaking eye-brow all because of a dare. LOL.

Momo Darling. Fingers crossed honeyy! <3

Chilling @ Matt's paradise with the guys

Matthew's signature pose =P LOL

At some point, your life will flash before your eyes. Make it worth watching.

I know that i MUST pass this Test.

I miss you.
Tommoror please come faster. Finally get to see you love.
XOXO