Should I or Should i not?

Have you ever met someone,
saw someone and know they would be part of your life?
Have you ever found the person you had been looking for and walked away believing it was mere luck?
Have you ever wondered what's better,
having a perfect moment and leaving before it ruins or having it and staying even if it means the memory will shatter to pieces?

XOXO

You Belong with Me =)

Friday@ Phuture

You reminded me alot like HIM the moment our eyes met =)

This lady here was the one who forced me out that night, & im realli glad i came out too =) thanks sis! Hehehehe

Allen & John

Mr Cash. Sorry we couldnt join you @ Kuantan that day though. Woked up a lil too late =P

Mr Jason Eng

Bump into Angel out of nowhere. Its so nice seeing you again darling!

Edwin>Xtine>Xtiana>Allen. Its a small world after all =)

Mr Thomas. This fella is here like every Friday!

Peng Loon fr SMK Kepong. Lol.

Yukiko aka my Sisty's cousin =)

Jack & the ladies

Miss Kimberly

yeap we went down to meet mr Han

Mavice our dear old party kaki

I seriously dont know how to spell his name until now. Lol. Anyways, his just back from HK

Credits to Edwin for bringing the underage in. Lol.

I have absolutely no regrets going that night. After all, itf it wasnt for my pet brother's ffk us i wouldnt get to know you rite ? hehe =) imma happy girl at the moment.

XOXO

Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
Being being my guy is an impossible wish also.
So i guess this says it all huh.

XOXO

You are not Alone

Lots of things to update. So lil time.
Anyways, the past few days have been heading to Sanctuary with my ladies ;)
And after Sanctuary v headed to Zach's Home session. Then after that straight of to Genting.
Gosh i knoe. I K.O-ed gao gao tht night once we reach home.
I wasnt very happy at Genting though, it brought back lolsa old memories =(
AnywAYS, will be heading there again ver soon hopefullyyy & this time im sure its gonna be fun =)
Am heading for dirnk with my ladies now, then off to ss2 for drink with em guys.
Yes. I will be having a HUGE decision to make later on. Aihh. I dunno lotsa shit been goin on.
Anyways, las9 i was at The Library with someone whu used to be special to me =)
Well, im just so happy to finally get to see you jz like old times =)
I wish u & ur lady good happiness ahead ;)
AND i just received news fr a close close friend of mine!!!
She is getting married!! omgggggg i cant waitt =)
XOXO

Heart

Heart, I know I’ve been hard on you
I’m sorry for the things I’ve put you through
Before you start to break on me or ask for sympathy
I need to make you see

Oh, heart, I’m not sure it’s been long enough
To say that what I feel is really love
There’s just one way to learn, sometimes we’ll get hurt
And right now it’s our turn

Give it time, help me through
Heart, we can do this together
You’re my strength, you’re my soul
I need you now more than ever

Heart, all the hurt will soon be gone
If you’ll, if you’ll just keep on being strong
You will always be my friend, so keep on hangin' in
And we’ll find love again

Give it time (Give it time), help me through (Help me through)
Heart, we can do this together
You’re my strength (You’re my strength), you’re my soul
I need you now more than ever

Heart, I know I’ve been hard on you
I’m sorry for the things I put you through
Please don’t you break on me, I need to make you see
It wasn’t meant to be

‘Cause you will always be my friend, so keep on hangin' in
And we’ll find love again

XOXO

Can U Dig It ? =P

To Dig or Not Dig-It-All?


Hmm. Still thinking.
Zach,Ryan,Sirius & the gang has confirm to go with us edi. But stlll not sure whether to go or not to.
Scared bf diu gao gao oni coz lately going out so often without them guys =) hehe.
Good times though =P
Ohh & yesterday im so happpyy that everything went so well =)
I can honestly say this time my sister realllyy had a goood b'dayy willingly of cosh =)
Although i wished that her baby bolster was here to make things even more PERFECt.
Ohh well.
129 days more to go =)

XOXO

Sister 4Eva

Happy Sweet 19th Bday Sis =)

The words that escape from a friend's mouth are "I'll be there when you say you need me" but the words that are unheard from a sister's heart is "I'll be there... whether you say you need me or not."

Love you loads.
Always Have , Always Will.

XOXO

Best Action Movie!

G.I. JOE : The Rise Of Cobra

SUPER DUPER BRILLIANT AWESOME Action Movie!!!
I won a pair of movie pass to catch this Amazing movie courtesy of FHM Mag =)
Anyways, it was like THE BOMB!!!
I wanna watch it like a freaking million time over & over again.
Marlon Wayan is so hilarious.
Not forgetting the HOT Sienna Miller, gosh she looks wayy better as a brunette.
And Channing oh Channing Tatum.. Gosh.. The hotness in him man.. (especially when his angry)
Hehehehe. The movis itself is soo damn freaking coool.
I totallyy felt like i wanna become a super hero & all those shit after watching the movie =)

G.I.JOE : The Rise of Cobra.

Brunette Sienna Miller. HAWTT =)

Channing Tatum from Step Up who just got married with his Co-Star from Step Up also *ahem*

Anyways, i didnt intended to watch this movie at all before this.
And im glad i did =) no regrets
2 Interviews tommoror! Gotta Sleep

XOXO

those were the times.

Maison 25.7.09

So it was suppose to be a Sing K night with my gor Melvin.
But he ended up bringing us to Maison to join Taurus & their friends -_-
Well, its been wat? Prolly almost 2-3years since i last stepped into that once upon a time happening club.
Honestly, it sucks. Nothing has changed at all.
But only the people. *ahem* Seafood alert!
Gosh. Plus, we couldnt really layan the music either.
Though, it did bring back many happy memories of mine =)
Exp- my 1st time clubbing 4years back was @ Maison.
And who did i go with?My Babydear of cosh!
I remember mummy kept on calling my cell grumbling n all asking me to go home. Aikz.
I was still in school at tht time =P lOL curfew times were memorable. Sneaking out of the house & sneaking back in was fun =)
Then, as i bacamed a regular there i got to knoe lotsa new frens. So every thursday nite was Maison night then Saturdays we would go to Loft(not wit my boyfriend of cos) *ahem* bad girl alert =P
It also brought back many painful memories with i dont wanna even say his name.
And no im not gonna tell the story either =)
Im happy now anyways.

My Sinful sister & Me =P

The Sisters & Taurus. Our good old working pal from 3 years back.

The 4 of us as usual =)

Then, its 4 of us again up there =) thanks for being sing muk gor & takin this shot for us ;)

Oh Yes he is currently single & available. his cell is 016-******* Hahaha help u promote sikit mar

I lup u no matter what sis. Thanks for having my back as always. XOXO

The Lights somehow matches my new hair do =)

This Sweetie here. Lotsa lupp.

The Chris's @ a seafood restaurant =) hahaha

erm its Taurus friend but i forgot his name. lol

This here isnt single & not available yea =) his my Gor Gor. Worked for him a couple of times & many more to come ;)

The groupie shot


XOXO

Crazyyy

Im heading to Yumcha with my dear Christine now.

its 6.30am in the morning & we couldnt fall asleep.

LOL.

Call me Crazy..Am I?

Hahahaha.

Im gonna miss our Crazy Happy Moments when she's gone to Penang the next 2 days.

Will yumcha then send her off =( No kaki to yumcha jor. i guess i will be an absolutely good girl this few days =P

well, the story about us. I knew this lady like 3 years back? but we never ever talked. Lol.

I've always felt that she was kinda shy & an introvert.

But lil did i know after mixing with the gang i became good sisters with this lady.

I mean we practically call each other the moment v r awake. We see each other like morning,noon & night even midnight!Hahahaha! its funnyy

She is Crazyyy..hahaha but in a good way la =)

Gonna miss u like hell when u're gone sis

Part of the Happy Family Gang =) We wish we could last forever & ever.

our friendship,our romance,everything forever & ever =)

Lotsa love girl,

XOXO

Red Blooded Women

Shooting for Wella

My fave shot =) Thx 2 mR C.Y.Yong
My Fav Angle as usual. Left =P

Baby's fav shot =)

Gosh i feel so mrs.Edward Cullen after the make up. Hahahaha marry me Edward!!!!!

Miss Pro Esther =) heart u babe!

well, i hate RED colour. Never have never will.

Still missing my blonde moment..well at least i had one rite. never try never know =)

Going dark Brown this Sunday!

Cant wait to be normal again =P

XOXO

''It Hurts to love someone & not be loved in return,But what is the most painful is to love someone & never find the courage to let the person know how you feel''

Last9 @ Bambo9 was so gooood =) We had fun getting drunk & singing to songs of the King of Pop.

Just like old times baybeh =P i miss those good old times.

Anyways, the plan for this Friday?

Lets get drunk @ B9 first then head down to Elayne place to get even more drunk. What say you?

Hehehe as Elayne says ''ONLY GIRLZ ALLOWED"" !!!

XOXO

Should i Smile because we are Friends? Or Cry because we will Never be anything more?

Its only after someone is gone do you realize how much you miss them..

If i could give you one thing in life,i would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, And only then you would realize how much you mean to me...

XOXO

Out From under...

September-2007

November-2007

I dont wanna dream about, All the things that never were.

And i Dont wanna feel the pain.

What good would it do me now?

So i'll just keep telling myself..

Never look back. Just never look back.

but i guess i was weak today.

I seriously didnt expected to see you out of nowhere.

And suddenly the memories hit me.

Just stop looking back Christiana.

Cause i have found the ONE i need for the rest of my life & thats all that matters.

Right?

XOXO

Sing-a-long-song

Karaoke Session

So us ladies decided to head down to 1u for a Karaoke session since lunchtime is the BESt time to go coz its the CHEAPEST of cosh =)

had lotsa fun singing non stop with my fav ladies.

We sang lotsa Michael Jackson's song..goshh made me miss the King of Pop even more.

Then, we're all bek home now thinking when's our Ladies Night?
hmm hopefullyyy soooon yea ;) after everyone getting their bf's approval then we're good to gooo... =)

The 3 of us cam whoring as usual in the car =P
Darling Mon & Xtine
Mon finallyy getting into the singing mood. Hahaha.

Black or White-MJ

The 4 Devils =)

Xtine kacau-ing CB Bo. LOL

Since there was nuthing to do we decided to make use of my camera =P

Cibai Tine breaking Cibai Bo's singing mood. wuahahaha.

Standing by her side as always =) thats what sisters are for man!

Ohh yess darling i knoww u are soo waiting for this pic =P hahaha

Familiar Dance move? Us making fun of the KIDS!

Muaaaakz!

Cutie Mr Culkin in Mj's video. Gosh i love naughty boys =P

Doing the Lady Gaga thingy. this is the part where we started dancing abit =) hehe

Awwww...heart pain

My Fav Shot =) although my hair looks so damn reddish beside ur's la babe! hahaha. Scary!

Hopefully the cctv didnt catch us =P inside joke u knoe i knoe! =)

Xtine just called me saying damn boring & Kiff is out =) Wheeeee hopefullyyy it ladies night tonight!

Any suggestions?

XOXO