I think of you & everythings okay..

everyone wants to change their past, but there is a reason that everything happened. it could have brought you closer to someone, or made you realize things. we need to concentrate on what we have now, & be thankful for it. NO what ifs, or i should have done this or that, we cant change it. the past brought you to the present & the present will bring you to the future, so make it the best that you can.

p/s-I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been.

TwentyTen.

Goodbye 2009. Toast to 2010!

Highlights of the Last Moments in '09 =)

So Please. Let me be free from you. Please. i can Face the truth.

@ Darling Ashley yeow's 19th b'day. the guys came & join me there.

Taurus with tongue piercings! lol

The 3 important guys who brought laughter into the end of my worse year by far =) love u'll loads!

Mr Graham Chin aka Guai lou(we call him)

Momotalo. Japanese is <3

That day was marked as the end of World War 3 for em =P

Sirloin my fav =)

Burn baby burn

Then it was movie night @ my place =) parents were away to Bali & Jakarta for 10days!

we paid our First visit to Rootz club. it was average tho. too jam packed -__-

Mr Derrick Tan. My fellow AVB fan also =)

Dont tell mummy whats been happening to their lovely home when they went away =)

My favourite babyBro & Sis.

Yeap the kitchen became our famous hangout spot for days!

This time around. we did everything Different. which was good for a change =) Instead of doing the usual shit in the house, everyone started playing Poker! (at least its better than that right?)

You know you always have my support bro ;)

Did some catching up with my close friend don =)

Had really good Japanese food @ Uptown. reasonable price too

jason Voon aka Tiger turns 19 years old! had dinner @ Tropicana Golf Club aka his 2nd home =) Toast to the future M'sian Tiger Woods. All the best in your new beginning boy ;)

X'mas Day was spent @ Gio's place for BBQ. My notty sister kept showing off her new couple ring. Ish. I used to have one but now its gone. oh well.

Groupie shot @ Bambo9. We totally brought the house down that night weii =P good job guys!

Say NO to ********. Pastor Ian says =P lol

Good times are never forgotten. They are well kept in my memory forever =)

Uncle Hen Hen =P

First day of 2010 & i've got roses all the way from Camerons! thanks to that very special person. somehow u will always be in my heart. U're the bestest friend i ever had! lup u loads boy!

oh my GOSH! yeap a new Club @ heritage. Toast to a great night with my girlfriends =)

Backstreets Back! hehe

This people are my life. They were my friends who became Family to me the past whole month =) let me introduce our new nicknames. all with different meaning behind it.
Gio haur is BongSter
Silas is JamSter
Christal is HamSter
Ian is the Priest/Pastor Ian
Eu Shen is the Joker
and im Queen C =) haha somehow i dont know why they named me the queen pulak.(maybe its bcoz im bossy?)

My favourite Genting shot!

Ashley's birthday Dress code was for us girls to all use Maxi Dress. New Years eve this year was different with a lil bit taste to it bcoz it was my darling's birthday =) so we were celebrating 2 events in one day!

I spent Xmas eve with Gio Haur,his bro & their close friends. While Derrick & Edgar came to join the fun there. Honestly, i didnt expect the night to turn so so good. it was a million times better than what i expected. Who says you need a boyfriend to spend Xmas or New Years or even your b'day with right?


highlights of 2009?
Well, i had a couple of jobs but somehow i screwed things up & am still bumming around at the moment.
Places i visited? Bangkok with my most important gf. We shopped till we dropped till i had food poisoning & she took care of me throughout our whole trip =) i miss u love. although we hardly get to meet. always know you are the closest in my heart & i have your back always! ;)
Redang trip with the EX,Xtine & Kiff's family. it was nice but sadly i broked my life aka my camera on my 1st night there! yeap. sucky. i didnt quite fancy the island tho. too commercialised.
S'pore trip with Xtine,her other half,Bobo & her other half. Well, for me this trip was quite good.(if we were to minus the arguements & fights we had every single day throughout the whole trip!)
I patched things up with uncle andy while in singapore. good? i dont know =)
Then Raya trip @ Penang. And this i trip i have to say was the Best of the BEST we had by far. no fights. all laughters. crazy fun us 3 couples we had there. missing the times.
Biggest highlights? WE broked up. end of story. yeap. 4 years of being together everyday somehow ended because of me. i dont blame u. i know we will never be US again. so im wishing u all the best this year & i hope u have a better life without me.
As for me? Im slowly beginning to see the better part in life. spending it with a different circle of friends whom i can finally say are my Real friends.
My new years resolution?
1. get my life back on track. get a job!
2. MOVE on ( as in really move on without having to think of you at all)
3. cut all ties with the people i once called friends or even good friends. i dont want anything to do with my past anymore.
4. to live a happy single life(at the moment)

I believe this is going to be a much better year for me =)
Thanks for the memories. but im creating better ones this year!
Cheers to a NEW Beginning!

XOXO

Find yourself

Out with the Old, In with the New =)

I’m fine without you now
I don’t need you here
I’m fine without you now
Can you disappear

XOXO

The Ugly Truth

''A broken up couple , could never be friends. If they are it's because they're still in love.. or never were in love to begin with''

As much as i would hate to admit this.

Its really true.

Came across this quote on boardofwisdom.

Anyways, the Bitch is back =P aka my bitchy brother from another mother!

Alrite. things this time is so much different. I guess the 4 of us has got to get use to it.

Well,it was Library last Saturday night.

Everyone was there. My bunch of friends whom we used to call ourselves ''Happy Family Gang'' (nickname thanks to my lovely sis)

Apparently, we're not so happy anymore la. (from the way things turned out). LOL.

Anyways, andy's friends was there also. So basically both parties came together to welcome Ian back home.

Was really nice =) weird though. everything & everyone that revolves around the both of ''us'' is so working out.

While ''we'' never will.

Dont be mistaken though,yes its a waste.

But so what? life goes on.

So im glad that i managed to face the reality of it that night.

Kinda pissed of at ''you'' though.

Lately, you seem to not be yourself anymore.

Where's that person i once fell in love with ?

I hope you start coming to your senses before its too late.

And dont expect to drag my brother into your shit hole cause thats NOT happening. he doesnt want it he told me btw =P

Currently at the office. Farking exhausted.

seriously, FML.

Been at Midvalley since like 9am to do the settings & its already gonna be 7pm. FYI, i just got back.

This job is really hectic. its pushing your stress level till it reaches its limit.

but its all GOOD =) cause i love being busy all the time.

Rather than to sit at home & wait for a job to come to me. like no way.

Back to work for now!

XOXO

p/s- cb matthew lim just got back from ZoukOut S'pore. OMFG -__- can tell me its god like somemore! FML FML FML! meeting him up laterz.

toodles

Im so much better without you

Its Alright Its Okay =)


You told me
there's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry


Specially for you asshole =)

XOXO

Look what you've done

We may be done with the past, but that doesn't mean the past is done with us

So hows my week been?

Fucked up.

But But. It ended up quite good in the end =)

thanks for the show YOU put on the other night.

Now it makes it easier for me to let go.

You stabbed a knife so deeply into my heart.

But its okay. I dont blame you.

cause i know i deserved it anyway.

Karma is a BITCH huh.

But it only opened new doors for me. So yeah im moving on now.

This will be the last.

Anyways, pictures here are in reverse order. I know i sucked at organizing.

Friday night was Library with Terrence & Calvin.

Bumped into some familiar faces ( i wished i dont have to anymore)

Then Saturday was Phuture with my old pals =)

Sucked big time. i dont have the mood to club anymore.

no regrets going though. cause i got to face the REALITY.

and also got to know a couple of new friends ;)

Then headed back to B's place where we have been staying quite often lately.

i love all our heart to heart talks with the love ones.

Thanks for making it easier guys.

Sunday was more of a chillaxing day for me. Slept in the whole day with the rest.

we were zombies man.

then headed for Dinner with KH @ TGI Fridays. great talking to u =)

Then, Library with his bunch. Didnt snap much pictures tho =P

When one door closest. The other opens =)

Starting to love my life already.

XOXO