Betrayal

''The only people you need in your life are the ones that prove to you they need you in theirs. ''

Am @ Work now. These few days has been really busy.

Citibank finally called regarding that job post. Lolx. But its too late.

I might consider it though if things doesnt go well here.

But actually its going quite well. Got to get to know my new colleagues better.

However,its quite frustrating when we have to stay back for training or night meet on wednesdays.

Im werking from 830am till 10something at night this 4 days!

But thats only for newcomers. So i'll suck up & deal with it.

I've been a reallly good girl lately. Ever since work started,i've been sleeping NOT later than 1.30am every single day.

Plus,i even skipped movie last night due to work today. Usually we will definetly catch a movie every wednesday.

Damn i wish i was still in school. Its so much Better.

Dont have to worry about income because parents will supply it.

Can sleep in classes. School finishes @ 1pm. (Which is like only half day of work).

Most Important.NO COMMITMENT.

BUT once Work Life hits you. You'll in someway start having commitments.

Then,Work is no longer a choice. It becomes a MUST.

Cause without work,NO income. Without income,DIE.

Plus,the working hours are fixed & you MUST perform ur duties well.

With school,you can sleep during classes(i miss those great days)

You dont have to pay attention to teacher babbling away on some certain subjects(although you have to do ur own revision at home la)

Its normal to always say ''I wanna work'' when you're still in school.

I use to say that anyway & lots of regrets now.

Its also normal for people to say ''I wanna go back to school'' once you start working.

But seriously,people who are schooling right now..Do Believe what im telling you.

Actually, School is wayy wayy wayyy better than work!

Somebody asked me if I knew you. I laughed and answered, "I used to."

Its only after being with that person 24/7 then you will get to know what type of person they Really are. Its definetly NOT someone i thought i knew. True characters reveiled & i dont like what i see. What happen to the ohh so nice you? i thought u had Good intentions everytime u treated me so damn nice. I thought you were really concerned. I thought you cared. In a way,maybe you did a lil. But honestly,all of it has dissapered then moment i got to know the REAL you. No more. I wont take it any longer. No more next time. Now i know what you really are. What intentions u had or still have. Maybe we were never meant to see eye to eye. Maybe im not the person you thought you knew too. Maybe. But i can tell you that i know good values in a person. Good menace. Good personality. Good Qualities. You dont have it. You're Selfish,Bossy,Ignorant & most importantly you're a Hipokrite.You think only about yourself although you do portrait yourself as a caring person. You only treat that person Good when you need something from him/her. When you dont need anything from em,you think only about yourself. I dont wish to spoil what we had onced. But i dont wish to make things worse either. So lets just remain this way & be ignorant to everything thats happening. Dont Speak. I know just what you're thinking. Think of others too & they will definetly think about YOU.

Sometimes trusting a friend is the hardest thing to do. Even the closest friends can become your enemies.

So here's to the ones i've lost. the ones i've gained. the back-stabbers. the two faced, the ***holes the whores. the fakes. once again, thanks alot, you only made me Stronger =)

Might be heading to Luna Bar tomorror for Aric's Birthday! Happy Bday dude if you're reading which i doubt you are. lolx.

Penang in 2 weeks time. Quite excited about it because my darling jessica is going with us this time!

Im also praying for those who are recovoring from major surgery. i pray he will recover soon..be Strong!