I think of you & everythings okay..

everyone wants to change their past, but there is a reason that everything happened. it could have brought you closer to someone, or made you realize things. we need to concentrate on what we have now, & be thankful for it. NO what ifs, or i should have done this or that, we cant change it. the past brought you to the present & the present will bring you to the future, so make it the best that you can.

p/s-I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been.

TwentyTen.

Goodbye 2009. Toast to 2010!

Highlights of the Last Moments in '09 =)

So Please. Let me be free from you. Please. i can Face the truth.

@ Darling Ashley yeow's 19th b'day. the guys came & join me there.

Taurus with tongue piercings! lol

The 3 important guys who brought laughter into the end of my worse year by far =) love u'll loads!

Mr Graham Chin aka Guai lou(we call him)

Momotalo. Japanese is <3

That day was marked as the end of World War 3 for em =P

Sirloin my fav =)

Burn baby burn

Then it was movie night @ my place =) parents were away to Bali & Jakarta for 10days!

we paid our First visit to Rootz club. it was average tho. too jam packed -__-

Mr Derrick Tan. My fellow AVB fan also =)

Dont tell mummy whats been happening to their lovely home when they went away =)

My favourite babyBro & Sis.

Yeap the kitchen became our famous hangout spot for days!

This time around. we did everything Different. which was good for a change =) Instead of doing the usual shit in the house, everyone started playing Poker! (at least its better than that right?)

You know you always have my support bro ;)

Did some catching up with my close friend don =)

Had really good Japanese food @ Uptown. reasonable price too

jason Voon aka Tiger turns 19 years old! had dinner @ Tropicana Golf Club aka his 2nd home =) Toast to the future M'sian Tiger Woods. All the best in your new beginning boy ;)

X'mas Day was spent @ Gio's place for BBQ. My notty sister kept showing off her new couple ring. Ish. I used to have one but now its gone. oh well.

Groupie shot @ Bambo9. We totally brought the house down that night weii =P good job guys!

Say NO to ********. Pastor Ian says =P lol

Good times are never forgotten. They are well kept in my memory forever =)

Uncle Hen Hen =P

First day of 2010 & i've got roses all the way from Camerons! thanks to that very special person. somehow u will always be in my heart. U're the bestest friend i ever had! lup u loads boy!

oh my GOSH! yeap a new Club @ heritage. Toast to a great night with my girlfriends =)

Backstreets Back! hehe

This people are my life. They were my friends who became Family to me the past whole month =) let me introduce our new nicknames. all with different meaning behind it.
Gio haur is BongSter
Silas is JamSter
Christal is HamSter
Ian is the Priest/Pastor Ian
Eu Shen is the Joker
and im Queen C =) haha somehow i dont know why they named me the queen pulak.(maybe its bcoz im bossy?)

My favourite Genting shot!

Ashley's birthday Dress code was for us girls to all use Maxi Dress. New Years eve this year was different with a lil bit taste to it bcoz it was my darling's birthday =) so we were celebrating 2 events in one day!

I spent Xmas eve with Gio Haur,his bro & their close friends. While Derrick & Edgar came to join the fun there. Honestly, i didnt expect the night to turn so so good. it was a million times better than what i expected. Who says you need a boyfriend to spend Xmas or New Years or even your b'day with right?


highlights of 2009?
Well, i had a couple of jobs but somehow i screwed things up & am still bumming around at the moment.
Places i visited? Bangkok with my most important gf. We shopped till we dropped till i had food poisoning & she took care of me throughout our whole trip =) i miss u love. although we hardly get to meet. always know you are the closest in my heart & i have your back always! ;)
Redang trip with the EX,Xtine & Kiff's family. it was nice but sadly i broked my life aka my camera on my 1st night there! yeap. sucky. i didnt quite fancy the island tho. too commercialised.
S'pore trip with Xtine,her other half,Bobo & her other half. Well, for me this trip was quite good.(if we were to minus the arguements & fights we had every single day throughout the whole trip!)
I patched things up with uncle andy while in singapore. good? i dont know =)
Then Raya trip @ Penang. And this i trip i have to say was the Best of the BEST we had by far. no fights. all laughters. crazy fun us 3 couples we had there. missing the times.
Biggest highlights? WE broked up. end of story. yeap. 4 years of being together everyday somehow ended because of me. i dont blame u. i know we will never be US again. so im wishing u all the best this year & i hope u have a better life without me.
As for me? Im slowly beginning to see the better part in life. spending it with a different circle of friends whom i can finally say are my Real friends.
My new years resolution?
1. get my life back on track. get a job!
2. MOVE on ( as in really move on without having to think of you at all)
3. cut all ties with the people i once called friends or even good friends. i dont want anything to do with my past anymore.
4. to live a happy single life(at the moment)

I believe this is going to be a much better year for me =)
Thanks for the memories. but im creating better ones this year!
Cheers to a NEW Beginning!

XOXO