I still

It's just one of those days when everything is completely wrong, and yet you don't even know why you're so depressed. And it's one of those days when you wish that everyone would just leave you alone and go away. Yeah, it's one of those days when all you need is to be left alone. Yet, at the same time you wish someone out there would care. Im not angry with you anymore baby. Im just really hurt at what you said to me earlier. And i know you didnt mean any single word of it. I know you're sorry too. I hate this feeling that im getting. I hate the fact that you are making me tear away now. I hate it that i've let you in. yes. I really do Love you baby. You never fail to make me Smile every single day. You're my Best Friend, my Partner in every Crime, most importantly..My boyfriend. And i dont understand how you managed to make me Myself again. I dont think about him anymore. I laugh everytime i see pictures of him holding another. Somehow i moved on. Thanks to you baby. And yes,im still crying for the fact that you made me cry!

Everything but You

Everything Happens. For A Reason.
People Change So That
　　　You Can Learn To Let Go,
　& Things Go Wrong So That You
Appreciate Them When They're Right,
　You Believe Lies So You Eventually
　Learn to trust No one But Yourself,
　　And Sometimes Good things Fall Apart
　So Better Things Can Fall Together..♥

I am the author of my life. Unfortunately I'm writing in pen and I can't erase my mistakes...

Would you know my name if I saw you in Heavan...


Today, I've learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life. And I swear i will Never do that same Mistake you did. Today, i stood by her side to see It for the first time. This innocent baby angel appeared in the screen right before our eyes. And in that instant i felt so very close to it. I felt a Part of it. The both of us broke down & cried realizing the pain this innocent baby angel will have to bear. Young men these days conveniently ''enjoys'' their short 10secs ''inside'' without even thinking of the consequences & the love ones they will hurt along the way. The two hardest things to say in life are *hello for the first time and goodbye for the last * BUT how can I say goodbye when i didnt even get the chance to say Hello? It breaks my heart into pieces everytime I look at ''your'' Unborn picture. Being so near you yet knowing that I will never be able to touch or feel you. I pray hard that you will forgive ''them'' for the Mistake they made which destroyed all your could have been.

There are things we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without, but have to let go.

In the Arms of an Angel, Fly away from Here. You are pulled from the wreckage of your Silent reverie. You're in the Arms of an Angel, May you find some comfort there.

until we meet again

The beginning of a New Chapter

Alrite. i know i have been nglecting my blog for a while now.

But thats only because i was a lil too busy with all our activities going on thanks to my babyBro's return =) he got to finally extend his trip here & stay for nearly 2 months this time!

We had so many funny good old times with the huge bunch =)

Anyways, now that his back in Hell aka Perth(thats what he calls it).

Im finally free and ready to upload pictures of like a month ago.

oops i guess not everybody loves your Bear =)

Chilling @ Sheng's place

Headed down to AC to continue our drinking session after Club9

The cact faggots =P hahahaha

Cheers to a new beinning =)

Hann lun let us ride his ''Nabe''

Our new found friend aka Dharma

Wow. the Red stands out!

Lun is leaving back to Melb soon too =(

@ my babyBro's Farewell dinner. I call this The Last Supper ='(

Lun>Ian>Ana>Xtine

Ladies @ Ian's Farewell

Ian's Farewell @ Envie,Changkat.

This is also one of the Main reason why we love Envie so much. The dance floor is trippy!

ooo. and i also love the colour theme there =)

Us with our old bunch. Missing our good old times badly. nothing is ever better than those moments we had together in 2009 =)

My bro wanna tumpang glamour pulak. lol.

catching up wit the bunch @ Momo's 20th Birthday =)

Momo Darling's 20th Birthday @ Cloth & Clef =) 2 thumbs up to her special Boyfriend for making it her Best bday ever! lotsa love love love!

Have been hanging so much in Zouk that we even bump into these 2 pretty ladies twice!

Yeap. Did my hair too =) im loving the new colour

My dear old friend Jason Loo is back from Aussie =) finally did some catching up. im proud of u dear

And Yesh like FINALLY babe. Finally we got to meet up & update each other with our life =) u know i love u XOXO

Hanging out with the bunch @ Pavillion

Envie Again. this time with mr Mario

Like brother like sisters. i appreciate the relationship we share bro..u know i have your back no matter what =)

Then. we finally got to chill @ Sultan. and it was seriously the Bomb. but not my kinda place though. my Sisty Cherry Berry tagged along this time =)

With the bunch @ Sultan Lounge

We also went to this Free Flow event @ Envie. Thats where my brother met Ivy. Ivy @ Envie. hahahaha how ironically funny that that rhymes!

Joined my darling Ashley @ Spin. then we headed down to Bambo9

Ladies <3> Finally got to partayy with my darling Jessica. how i miss our Bangkok moments. we never fail to talk abt it everytime we meet right love

Ganjaguru is <3> The night Ian went psycho over ganjaguru. LOL

Another 4P night @ Zouk. this time only the 4 of us =)



So i just got back from Werners. And honestly its the bomb. I absolutely love the music & the place there.

Hann lun's leaving in 2 days time. So tmr night we are heading down to Rootz for his Farewell.

How sad. everyone left.

Baby BongSter & me are counting down the days to March. Sei Guai Lou coming back! and this time Ian's gonna try to come back also. Fingers crossed bro ;)

XOXO