Friday, February 19, 2010

I am the author of my life. Unfortunately I'm writing in pen and I can't erase my mistakes...

Would you know my name if I saw you in Heavan...


Today, I've learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life. And I swear i will Never do that same Mistake you did. Today, i stood by her side to see It for the first time. This innocent baby angel appeared in the screen right before our eyes. And in that instant i felt so very close to it. I felt a Part of it. The both of us broke down & cried realizing the pain this innocent baby angel will have to bear. Young men these days conveniently ''enjoys'' their short 10secs ''inside'' without even thinking of the consequences & the love ones they will hurt along the way. The two hardest things to say in life are *hello for the first time and goodbye for the last * BUT how can I say goodbye when i didnt even get the chance to say Hello? It breaks my heart into pieces everytime I look at ''your'' Unborn picture. Being so near you yet knowing that I will never be able to touch or feel you. I pray hard that you will forgive ''them'' for the Mistake they made which destroyed all your could have been.

There are things we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without, but have to let go.

In the Arms of an Angel, Fly away from Here. You are pulled from the wreckage of your Silent reverie. You're in the Arms of an Angel, May you find some comfort there.

1 comment:

LadySze said...

babe..what happened?
everything ok? *hugs*