Sometimes it's easier to act like you don't care than to admit that it's killing you.

She's standing on the line between giving up and seeing how much more she can take

I came across this really Nice song by Oasis in the movie Made of Honour.

Good Lyrics .

Oasis-Stop Crying your Heart Out

Hold up

Hold on

Don't be scared

You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)

Shine on (shine on)

Don't be scared (don't be scared)

Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the starsAre fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)

Come on (come on)

Why're you scared? (I'm not scared)

You'll never change

What's been and gone

Cos all of the stars

Are fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see them some day

Take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

We're all of us stars

We're fading away

Just try not to worry

You'll see us some day

Just take what you need

And be on your way

And stop crying your heart out

Stop crying your heart out

Soup of the Day =)

So Anyway Thursday i had a Photoshoot. Campbell Instant Soup Shooting @ Adam's Studio in DAmansara Perdana. The shoot went realy well =) It ended very early too which was a great thing for me. Infact my make-up & hair session took longer time than the shooting itse lf!

William. My Partner in Soup Crime. U may seen him on ntv7 before or that really hilarious Dentyne ad We had to act as Students drinking th eoh so Yummy Soup & that explains the Polo tee =)

Watching 'Get Smart' tonight. I heard its really funny.

We shall keep Euphoria for some other day alrite =)

Broken

You will never Understand the Pain you caused me whether its a little or alot.

To you it maybe a Small lie but to me the fact remains that it was a LIE.

The Worst Pain in Life is When Someone you know Turns into Someone you Knew.

I sometimes question myself.

Are we wasting each other's time or is this going to have a Happy Ending?

My patience is running low.

ThankYOUsoMuch for the things you said to me Today.

For Now i know how you Truly Feel.

I'm moving in reverseUnder your mighty curseI hate myself for loving youI turn my head awayBut my heart will remain'Till the day I learn you're No Good for me

The Fact is You Never Changed.

Mighty Germans!

Made of Honour

Baby & me watched Made of Honour earlier & it was SUPERB!

Two-Thumbs Up!

Totally Hilarious & also Very very Romantically SWEET!

Its really something like 'My Best Friends Wedding' from years back..

Miss that movie alot too.

Anyways..

Germany Won 3-2!!!

Yeahhh they totally kicked Turkey's Ass with Philip Lahm's 89th Minute Goal!

A really awesome match,didnt leave me & sab crying back home =)

Future Champions of Euro2008 i do HOPE so!

Shooting tommoror noon...damn & its 5.30am already

Gotta go to bed now..

Sleep Tight People =)

P/S

I've got freaking 9 Free French Fries Coupons from MCD..

Wooohoo =P

30th May @ Bar Club

Presenting Pictures Bar Club on the 30th of May 08

Alright i know i should have uploaded these pictures like a month ago but my computer gave me problems & so yea im uploading these outdated pics now..Finally.

So it was the 30th of May & we made a last minute decision to head over to bar Club =)

It was probally one of the Best Nights there seriously =P

Presenting Miss Ana
Presenting Miss Cherry
Presenting Miss Jazline
Presenting Miss Sabrina
Presenting the Leopards Wannabe *Rawwww*
The Girls with Soke Yee aka Crystal
The Group but wheres Jaz?
These two picked the wrong time for an arguement. Lolx.
Another Leopard wannabe.

Dancing like No Ones watching =)
Nerdy Baby Dear & the Girls
Finally also Met sweet Alice here in Bar Club
FranCher
AndiAna

Alright,Next post will be Pictures of Eric Brother's Wedding @Royal China.

Stay Tuned =)

Footie

Christiana is mourning the Lost of the Italians in Penalty Shootouts!

Alright the thing is i've been a Loyal Italian Supporter since the Last World Cup back in 2006.
Didnt really noticed them until that last World Cup 2 years back.
The Big Question is WHY i support them like crazy?
They are damn HOT!
Most of the Italian Players in the national is Almost too good to be true!
I mean C'mon...have u ever seen a Hotter team?!?
I just going Crazy over their Lost to the goddamn Spaniards!
DAmnn i duncare how HOT is Torres..I L.O.V.E ITALY!!!
Im sooo gonna get their Jersey anytime soOOn!
Im really Fanatic over em..mY heart sank to the lowest of lowest when De Rossi's penalty shot was blocked by damn Cassilas!
Asshole!
There goes my Italian dream..
Well,at least they won the last World Cup though.
Some would say they didnt deserve to win.
I'd say they won with STYLE.

Just look at them =) I can go crazy looking at this picture!

Sadly,i we(Italy fans) couldnt get to see my Fav Defender play @ Euro 2008 due to Injury..danmm.

Andrea Pirlo. I'd say he is the Play Maker in the Italian Team =)

Gianluigi Buffon. He saved Italy's Lives a million of times. His my Fav Goalkeeper in this goddamn World!

Del Piero. One of the Best the World has ever seen.

Yes Fabio Cannavaro,i went all fanatic over him @ World Cup 2006. I Love u Cannavaro! Captain of Italy =)
He is Also the key player who brought Victory to Italy @ World Cup 2006 in Germany.

Well,I had 3 Fav Teams at the start of this tournament.
Portugal's Out. And so is Italy. =(
So..

Im NOW officially Supporting the Mighty Germans to win Euro2008!
Seriously,I think im the Craziest girl in my circle of friends.
Not many are as crazy as me i know.






P/S
I'll be missing Pirlo & Gigi Buffon dearly =(
Till we meet again @ WorldCUP 2010 South Africa.
But im afraid the Italian team are in their 30's already..
So its time for a new generation..
How i wished i started watching football many many years back!

YOU

Never explain yourself. Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it.

This post is dedicated to that person concerned.

Why couldnt u just be honest with us?

Do u think everything will be better by Lying?

To that other one concern.

Actually theres NOTHING between me & u

U said that we could be Friends,but do u think it is happening now?

Well,For ur information..

U're the one creating more problems between me & u.

Everything u ever said to me is nonsense.

I dont believe a word u ever told me.

My guts are telling me to just give u a call & just shout at u till my lungs come out.

But,What for?

I wont care about something thats already past & I hope u wont either.

U are a COWARD.

Yes,thats what u are.

COWARD.

U have full of confidence on urself.

But i dont think u're ANYTHING at all.

Its too late

All u had to do was just be frank & we could have just settled everything all the useless problems between us.

But u chose to go the other way.

So im now wishing u So long Farewell.

Never want to see ur damn face again.

I officially HATE u.

ThankUveryMuch

As the saying Goes...

There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.

Sisterhoood

The Cousin-in-Laws

Finally,got a chance to meet up with my Hot & Sexy Cousin-in-Law! Baby dear had to attend a meeting @ Boulevard Hotel & i decided to call Jessica to see if she wants to meet up @ Midvalley. Its been a month i think since i last saw her,since Freedom Rave!(thanks for reminding me babe) Anyways, we catched up Alot. Updated her on some stories which thankfully i remembered! I love surprises my darlingg =) Had a drink @ Kimgary before baby's meeting was over..am Loving the pictures we shot! From Kimgary to Hallmark (By the way the Rolly Bears are Uber Cute!!) ,to the Washroom we were snapping all the wayyy. Excuse us buts its been a long whole Month that we havent take a picture together alrite =) Lotsa Love Babe! Extra Hugs & Kisses coming from Me

OOps we stink & we Know that. LolX
WE love ur Skinnies babe!
Dont Mess with Us aka The Cousin in Laws
Love the design at the back,nice seats i would say =)
Thanks to the very kind Shopman(He was boring so we gave him something to do!)
The fLyiNg Pumps of ours
We were playing hide & seek in the washroom & jessie decided to do a Pick-A-Boo!
The phone call interrupted our photo taking. Potong Stim Betul
I personally L.O.V.E this shot!
Never get Enough,she's the SWEETEST DRUG =)






Next wednesday Made of Honour babe! I cant waitt!
I'll support u in Everything u do darlingg,Always remember that dear!
Lots of Hugs & Kisses!

Month of Weddings

I hear Wedding Bells this Month

So anyway today the Group went to Royal China Restaurant in KL for Eric Brother's Wedding Dinner. The food was good,environment very orientally Nice i would say..loved the Mirrors(U'll see why in the coming post) Im thinking of getting a Perm..what say U? Lolx am quite boring of my Shoulder Straight hair..i want some body in my Hair some Volume =) Anyways, got my hair blowed today for the dinner,i love the End Results.

Sisty Cherry & Me @ Royal China,KL.

We seriously took alot of pictures tonight. But i decided to shoot a lil bit More back at Baby's hse.

My addiction has just Begun. Stay Tuned =)

Happy Fathers Day

Fathers Day @ Grand Seasons Hotel,KL.

The family decided to head to Grand Seasons Hotel for Fathers Day Dinner. The food SUCK hard. Anyway, it will be our First & the Last though. However, im happy i celebrated Fathers Day though..i know its an important day for u right Daddy? Love u loads no matter what we've gone through daddy..i know u do know that. Good News! I will be going for the Campbell Instant Soup Shooting next week..this means INCOME for me. Yeshh there's only ONE thing in my mind & that is.. BANGKOK =P

Happy Fathers Day Daddy! Lots of Love from ur Chicky Notty Daughter =)

EURO2008

Sorry for the lack of updates..i've been busy catching Euro2008.

Its eating into my brains now..i sleep at 6am everyday since the start of Euro!

Last Nights match was Great..

I love to see Ronaldo score!

I get so Happy & excited that tears from my eyes start rolling down..

LOLX.

Im in LOVE with Ronaldo,seriously i am..

I would do anything!

Anyways Portugal won 3-1..

Yess their through to the Quarter Finals.

Tonight i will definetly be watching Germany againts Croatia.

Of course i want the Mighty Germans to win..

Been a German fan since the World Cup in 2002.

One more team that im Supporting this year is defnetly Italy..

YEAH i was overjoyed when they won the World Cup in 2006..

Thanks to Materazzi!

Hot Italian Guys..loLX..

But i haf a bad feeling that they wont be that good this ime round.

Bloody Dutchman.

Damn it i've been having this Rash since last Night..

i tink it was the scarf that i wore yesterday.

Went to 1u to catch Kung Fu Panda..

Couldnt find any nice dress for Corrine's wedding though.

I need something really nice..

I dont wanna wear just anything

My cousin's getting married at KL Convention Centre..

The big problem is there will be 4000 guest!

WTH? not 400. its 4000!

Gonna head to Pavillion with mum soon..

hopefully i can find somthing there =)

Damn those rashes..

Of all the weeks why must i get this rash this week!?

With my period now the rash?

Plus,this saturday is Tutu's bday @ Ritz

Then Sunday i have to attend Eric's Brother's wedding..

Damnn wth am i gonna wear to hide my bloody rash..

I thought it might cure in a day..

But NOO..

Im still jollywell scratching it right now!

urghh goddd please take this rash away from me.

It will All get better in Time

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock

Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realise that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV

Without something there to remaind me

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh

Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice boy you meant everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is

I'll be fine without you

Yes I will

It'll all get better in time

Bring down the House

Attention Please!

Next Coming Saturday on the 14th of May 08..TUTU will be celebrating his B'day @ The Ritz-Carlton Hotel,KL. Yippee Hoorayy luckily he postponed the date as the Sisters will be in Sydney this whole week!(Shioknyaa) Anyways,next week we can all 3 go together! Yeshh lets bring the House down sisters =) Cant wait to see u at thr party BITCH! Oopss.i have to mind my language..keke. Remember to cling on to ur Boyfriend Real Tighttt this time..dont let him slip away Alright? Oops..chaotut.com.my! Hopefully,things wunt get crazy in that hotel..hMM most importantly i hope for NO awkwardness at all.

Organized

Its 5am now & i finally managed to reoorganized the Albums in my Friendster.

Yeah although i know its really outdated to be playing Friendster (cause Facebook is the soO IT thing now!! )

However,i really couldnt stand the unorganized Albums.

Finally done with Friendster!

Good rthyme!

Frustration

Its really frustrating when how Some people can really get on ur nerves at times!

Better in Time

It will All get Better in Time

Last Friday was Bar Club night..the group decided to head there due to our left over btl the lastime.

Anyways,the music wasnt bad at all..Trance =)

Something different isnt bad at all.

However,the crowd wasnt as much as the usual Fridays..

Yeahh we love Sensuous @ Bar Club

Woked up early at 11am Saturday Morning..

Its been a Long Long time since we woke early on a Saturday right dear?

I missed our usual early Sundays when we had Breakfast then hanged at my place or maybe hang @ 1Utama

Yeahh its been sometime since i last Shop

Bangkok was the last

Im hoping for another shopping Trip sooN =)

December is a good month right dear?

Anyways, we had our favourite Chee Cheong Fan @ SS3,PJ!

Then headed over to Sunway Piramid with Ken.

Yeahh sorry for being outdated but this is mY 1st time @ Sunway Piramid New Phrase..

But i wasnt impressed though

Had a mini arguement with baby dear on the Way back to Old Town,Sri Sinar.

All i can say is I hate Mazda RX8 okies?

Met up with the gang along with JackLine @ Old Town.

Hang around till dinner time.

Soon after that we went to this Seafood Chinese Restaurant @ Selayang for Jack's B'day Dinner

Yummyy Fresh Seafood me like...

It was a bit dry though..

But i lurve d Cheese Escargots..yummy..

The Cheesier the Better =)

Later that night,ken>darren>baby dear& me headed over to One World Hotel for Christine's Bday..

Things were crazy in that room..lOLx everyone was in the same condition if u get what i mean*Wink*Wink*

Baby Dear knock out not long before we reached..

yeahh thanks to Mr Kiff Lau..lOlx

Lolx i was even more steady than hiM that night.

Didnt take much pictures though..busy doing some other thing..

The moment Sab arrived we left home..

Funny being at the same place just a different time.

Sunday was a sleep in Sunday for us..

Baby & Me woke probally around 4pm..ooPs :P

what a peaceful Sunday..

I needed it due to the fact that we have had too much late nights etc lately..

I feel as if Older by days..

No longer that young & energetic Christiana that u onced knew.

even @ Bar Club probally around 2am i just couldnt take it anymore..had to sit outside the club prolly about an hour for some air..Plus i didnt even drink a sip of alcohol!

Anyways, to our dearest Sister...

We understand ur situation & how u're feeling

We're all just looking out for u..

Just dont wanna see u getting Hurt in the end..

However,the final decisions is ur own to make..

Just hope the Best for u okies..

We will support u in anything u do no matter what.

Love u loads.

XOXO

Thought i couldnt Live without you

Its gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll All get Better in Time

Even Though i really Loved u

Im gonna Smile cause i deserve to

It'll All get Better in Time.

Sometimes the only way to get through to someone is to walk away...